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The other day Sam and Me where in the college canteen recapping about how Ant and Me met and when Sam met Phil... Then reading her LJ Post she made not so long ago about her and Phil got me thinking about Ant and Me
When we first met I knew I liked him from the moment I saw him, but I was also thinking that he was a little bit TALL XD I was looking up at him thinking "hmm... he's tall" but also admiring him too! He was talking random and I couldn't stop giggling because he was making me laugh I didn't know what to say! We went to the coranation for a bit and sat in the corner he was talking about suicidal pigeon outside and the dancing fly that was on the seiling. Ant got hungry so asked if I wanted anything to eat, I said I didn't but he wouldn't eat if I didn't so I stuck with a bowl of chips. We then went the old bank and started getting flirty, we started playing thumb war with lots of laughet which then turned into a cuddle.
I remember going to the loo thinking "when's he going to kiss me?" haha I was to shy to make the first move so did nothing about it, eventually we made our way across the pier and decided to go to the cinema even though it was pretty late and there was nothing really worth watching on. We watched oceans twelve and by the time we got out it had gone midnight and Ant had 'missed' the last bus back. So we stayed in a hotel and stayed up talking all night - despite him having work next morning. I finally got my kiss though and a week later we were a couple =D
a month passed and he still hadn't met my parents but I'd met both of his.
another month passed and there was a christining on it's way, I asked if I could invite Ant and so Ant met my parents for the first time. It musta been a little strange seing as he ended up meeting my 3 brother's, there's partners, my sister, her partner and all my neices and nephews aswell as my mum and dad all in one day. The day went well though and after that Ant started sleeping at mine.
Mum and dad bought a camp bed and put it in the living room as we were going to be looking after my half-neice for a while but her real mum decided she wanted her again and it didn't happen. So Ant got the camp bed, a month or so later Ant was finally allowed to sleep in my double bed. I'll never forget that night. It felt so good just seing Ant's face as soon as I woke up in the morning.
We celebrated our 6 month anniversary and discoverd hot chocolate and baileys and that was the start of a whole new craze xD
Then came the preperation of buying new outfits for Ant's sister Wendy's wedding. I was going to meet Ant's siblings for the first time!
The day before Wendy's wedding finally came, the outfits where bought and we got a taxi to the train station, bought our tickets, got hot drink and boarded the train when it arrived. We approached birmingham and Ant's mum got of to be picked up by Ant's dad. Seing as I'm not a good traveler in the car, Ant and Me stayed on the train and had some scottish dude sat across from us. 2 Hours later we got to Bath and this was our stop. We got our bags and got of the train before boarding the next train to Bristol that was already at the station.
We made our way to the hotel and Ant's mum and dad finally arrived. We went to a pub that had been recommended for food but we didn't relise just how far it was on foot and it was cold! When we finally got back to the hotel Ant's brother Nick and his family had arrived at the hotel and I met them, I wasn't expecting to meet them so soon but followed Ant into their room and said 'ello! There was Nick and Ange and their kids Chris, Charlotte and little Cutie Jo! We went to the pub just down the road for drinks whilst the kids stayed in the hotel. I got to know them a little better and it wasn't as bad as I thought.
The day of the wedding came and there was loads of people I didn't know! The wedding went well and I finally met Ant's sister Wendy and her husband Jon. As it was a wedding I didn't get to speak to them much but I was more at ease then I thought I would of.
Christmas is approaching and I get the bad news that my Nan has died. So Christmas wasn't as good as it could of been but we didn't let that get us down on Christmas day. We had a nice meal at Ant's on Christmas eve and then went out with my parents for a meal on Christmas day.
I turned 18 in January and got 6 pressies from Ant all of which I loved to pieces!
Febuary came and we shared our first Valentines day together, then on the 23rd It was Ant's birthday and 2 days later it was our first year anniversary! Which was brilliant, we re-visited moka where we went for our 6 month annivesary and more or less had the same to eat but had deserts aswell. We got back to Ant's and after his mum had gone to bed I threw up after having a remegel to try and make me feel better =|
As I can't stand the sight of sick, we went downstairs, I sat in the living room whilst Ant went back to clean it up. I kept thinking I was starting to feel better but then it would come back each time it did, making me feel worse than I did to start with. I finally went back upstairs and got ready for bed, Ant sat with me for a while until I said he could check his emails if he wanted (which we both normally do before going to bed) by the time he got back, I'd fallen asleep and was begining to feel better - the hot water bottle I'd got whilst downstairs did help ease my stomach a little. I was sleeping in the spare bed just incase but in the morning I hadn't thrown up again and I felt fine. I think I'd forced more than I could handle in and with having a weak stomach and being ill as a baby it didn't help.
2 Months later and were still going strong. I love Ant more than words can say and no matter what happens I don't want anything to come between us not ever! He means the world to me and I hope we can spend the rest of our lives together. I hate it when were not together, I hate not being in his arms, his kisses, his cuddles, everything. When were together I'm the happiest person alive and I never want what we have to end. He deserves so much better than me but he makes me so happy, I dunno what I'd do if I lost him - I don't think I'd be able to cope, I probably wouldn't be alive today if I ever lost him... We've had some really good times and I never ever want all this to end!
I LOVE YOU ANT AND I ALWAYS WILL
When we first met I knew I liked him from the moment I saw him, but I was also thinking that he was a little bit TALL XD I was looking up at him thinking "hmm... he's tall" but also admiring him too! He was talking random and I couldn't stop giggling because he was making me laugh I didn't know what to say! We went to the coranation for a bit and sat in the corner he was talking about suicidal pigeon outside and the dancing fly that was on the seiling. Ant got hungry so asked if I wanted anything to eat, I said I didn't but he wouldn't eat if I didn't so I stuck with a bowl of chips. We then went the old bank and started getting flirty, we started playing thumb war with lots of laughet which then turned into a cuddle.
I remember going to the loo thinking "when's he going to kiss me?" haha I was to shy to make the first move so did nothing about it, eventually we made our way across the pier and decided to go to the cinema even though it was pretty late and there was nothing really worth watching on. We watched oceans twelve and by the time we got out it had gone midnight and Ant had 'missed' the last bus back. So we stayed in a hotel and stayed up talking all night - despite him having work next morning. I finally got my kiss though and a week later we were a couple =D
a month passed and he still hadn't met my parents but I'd met both of his.
another month passed and there was a christining on it's way, I asked if I could invite Ant and so Ant met my parents for the first time. It musta been a little strange seing as he ended up meeting my 3 brother's, there's partners, my sister, her partner and all my neices and nephews aswell as my mum and dad all in one day. The day went well though and after that Ant started sleeping at mine.
Mum and dad bought a camp bed and put it in the living room as we were going to be looking after my half-neice for a while but her real mum decided she wanted her again and it didn't happen. So Ant got the camp bed, a month or so later Ant was finally allowed to sleep in my double bed. I'll never forget that night. It felt so good just seing Ant's face as soon as I woke up in the morning.
We celebrated our 6 month anniversary and discoverd hot chocolate and baileys and that was the start of a whole new craze xD
Then came the preperation of buying new outfits for Ant's sister Wendy's wedding. I was going to meet Ant's siblings for the first time!
The day before Wendy's wedding finally came, the outfits where bought and we got a taxi to the train station, bought our tickets, got hot drink and boarded the train when it arrived. We approached birmingham and Ant's mum got of to be picked up by Ant's dad. Seing as I'm not a good traveler in the car, Ant and Me stayed on the train and had some scottish dude sat across from us. 2 Hours later we got to Bath and this was our stop. We got our bags and got of the train before boarding the next train to Bristol that was already at the station.
We made our way to the hotel and Ant's mum and dad finally arrived. We went to a pub that had been recommended for food but we didn't relise just how far it was on foot and it was cold! When we finally got back to the hotel Ant's brother Nick and his family had arrived at the hotel and I met them, I wasn't expecting to meet them so soon but followed Ant into their room and said 'ello! There was Nick and Ange and their kids Chris, Charlotte and little Cutie Jo! We went to the pub just down the road for drinks whilst the kids stayed in the hotel. I got to know them a little better and it wasn't as bad as I thought.
The day of the wedding came and there was loads of people I didn't know! The wedding went well and I finally met Ant's sister Wendy and her husband Jon. As it was a wedding I didn't get to speak to them much but I was more at ease then I thought I would of.
Christmas is approaching and I get the bad news that my Nan has died. So Christmas wasn't as good as it could of been but we didn't let that get us down on Christmas day. We had a nice meal at Ant's on Christmas eve and then went out with my parents for a meal on Christmas day.
I turned 18 in January and got 6 pressies from Ant all of which I loved to pieces!
Febuary came and we shared our first Valentines day together, then on the 23rd It was Ant's birthday and 2 days later it was our first year anniversary! Which was brilliant, we re-visited moka where we went for our 6 month annivesary and more or less had the same to eat but had deserts aswell. We got back to Ant's and after his mum had gone to bed I threw up after having a remegel to try and make me feel better =|
As I can't stand the sight of sick, we went downstairs, I sat in the living room whilst Ant went back to clean it up. I kept thinking I was starting to feel better but then it would come back each time it did, making me feel worse than I did to start with. I finally went back upstairs and got ready for bed, Ant sat with me for a while until I said he could check his emails if he wanted (which we both normally do before going to bed) by the time he got back, I'd fallen asleep and was begining to feel better - the hot water bottle I'd got whilst downstairs did help ease my stomach a little. I was sleeping in the spare bed just incase but in the morning I hadn't thrown up again and I felt fine. I think I'd forced more than I could handle in and with having a weak stomach and being ill as a baby it didn't help.
2 Months later and were still going strong. I love Ant more than words can say and no matter what happens I don't want anything to come between us not ever! He means the world to me and I hope we can spend the rest of our lives together. I hate it when were not together, I hate not being in his arms, his kisses, his cuddles, everything. When were together I'm the happiest person alive and I never want what we have to end. He deserves so much better than me but he makes me so happy, I dunno what I'd do if I lost him - I don't think I'd be able to cope, I probably wouldn't be alive today if I ever lost him... We've had some really good times and I never ever want all this to end!
I LOVE YOU ANT AND I ALWAYS WILL