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Its hard losing your best friend for unknown reasons. It really makes you think. Did I do something wrong? I went through a horrible phase but Im through with that. Im still the same old me. So these questions are running through my mind. Why? What changed? When did things not fit right? Is it because you can't talk about your college experiences because I couldn't relate? Is it that you met alot of cooler people? Is it because I don't watch Sex and the City? Is it the distance? (I know it can't be that. You seem to keep in touch with your friend from Canada better than you do with me.) Where did I go wrong? Im outdated. Im mad. Im sad. Im hurt. I can't believe I poured my heart out to you. I know you remember when I called during that hard time and I went and talked to your mom. I meant every word I said. And if you don't want to talk to me again, or hang out ever again, just remember that I was a good friend to you.
The last thing I need right now is stress. So Im glad I got that off my chest.
So anyways, Ive been working the overnite shift. Its alright. My first night alone I had to work 13hours, and the second night I worked 12. Im pretty tired. Holliday hours blow.
Kai and I have been hanging out for the holliday break alot. Its been awesome. Every moment with him just makes my life better. Corny, but true. Another corny line to add is that he makes me want to be a better person. Ugh, Ill stop now. lol <3
Im off to reality. Damn the internet.
The last thing I need right now is stress. So Im glad I got that off my chest.
So anyways, Ive been working the overnite shift. Its alright. My first night alone I had to work 13hours, and the second night I worked 12. Im pretty tired. Holliday hours blow.
Kai and I have been hanging out for the holliday break alot. Its been awesome. Every moment with him just makes my life better. Corny, but true. Another corny line to add is that he makes me want to be a better person. Ugh, Ill stop now. lol <3
Im off to reality. Damn the internet.