twirling gypsies
I havent written for a while so i figured i would tonight. Today was pretty uneventful. Went to school, came home, laid down, babysat..but babysitting went longer tonight than usual. I usually go home around 630ish but she wanted me to put the little girl to bed while she ran some errands. So i got home a lil after 8. I was a lil bummed cuz I wanted to go out tonight. I could have i suppose but..i would have had to take a shower and stuff and i wouldnt have been able to be ready til like 9..and im exhausted. This whole week has been weird for me. Its so off. Last week was too a little bit. Im totally exhausted all the time..and i ahve been sleeping more too..and im not sure what it is..like im physically and mentally fatigued..its horrible..and like im my normal self but then i get all tweaked and annoyed at stupid things and i get really upset. I have been under a lot of stress for the past two weeks..more than before and Im going through some..crap and..its hard to control everything..thats basically why I have gotten upset at things i normally just ignore and take..i just havent been able to keep it in..i just like errupt..it bothers me cuz..it makes me really emotional..and i really hate that..but I dont know. I guess I cant do anything to change the things that are making me edgy..i just have to wait it out.
Oh well..but ya.. tomorrow im babysitting again in the morning. Then after me and melissy have to go to the studio for our pictures. We have to get all decked out in costumes and stuff..o joy..lol..then after that..im going to a grad party..just for a tad..u kno..make an appearance..heh..then i believe me and the kewlest kids are gonna go bowling again..heh..cosmic bowling..haha last week it was a blast. We totally busted out haha!! good times..umm..i think im forgetting something but tomorrow i have soemething else to do too..o ya..its momma cs bday..but..ya. Sunday is graduation. I will be attending that..should be fun..even though ill prob have an outburst..lol..o well..o ya..then we are celebrating momma cs bday that night..so i have an extra day to get her some gifts..woo!
Ok well..im gonna go do something to destress a little more..well..jst feel more..better basically..im good right now but..i dn whatever..im gona go do something productive..
~Gean
Oh well..but ya.. tomorrow im babysitting again in the morning. Then after me and melissy have to go to the studio for our pictures. We have to get all decked out in costumes and stuff..o joy..lol..then after that..im going to a grad party..just for a tad..u kno..make an appearance..heh..then i believe me and the kewlest kids are gonna go bowling again..heh..cosmic bowling..haha last week it was a blast. We totally busted out haha!! good times..umm..i think im forgetting something but tomorrow i have soemething else to do too..o ya..its momma cs bday..but..ya. Sunday is graduation. I will be attending that..should be fun..even though ill prob have an outburst..lol..o well..o ya..then we are celebrating momma cs bday that night..so i have an extra day to get her some gifts..woo!
Ok well..im gonna go do something to destress a little more..well..jst feel more..better basically..im good right now but..i dn whatever..im gona go do something productive..
~Gean