im not sure whats going on..

Mar 21, 2005 19:53

Its monday..whichmeans i have to attend the hellhole we refer to as school for he next five days..But..this weekend was pretty sweet.
On friday me and turner worked out..sorta..haha..then i babysat for a few hours..then turner came over and we went out and got an ice cream..we're kewl like that haha..then on the way back we stoppd in the neighborhood and she drove the mobile around haha..thats when steve and jeff called and we on their way to my maison..so we headed back there and we just sat around til about midnight..haha much fun..then saturday..up early..then got melissy and went to the dance show thing..then spent the afternoon with elizabeth..cuz she visited..it was rly good to see her again..just like old times..soem things never change..:) Then i had to babysit..so at about 10..when they got home i headed to brandons where the group was sitting in the basement..in the dark..haha what messes..then i went home about midnight..Then..sunday mornin..up early again..went to the cape for a tourny at 8ish..it was fun..we made it to the playoff type things..it was kewl..i played alright..i was a tad spastic..doing random things i never usually do..but itw as kewl..then i came home and wrote my english essay..til a lil after 12..then school..today..
Ehh..this day pretty much blowed..my ankle still kills..and i was still coughin like a bastard..it felt like my diaphram was gonna cannon from my throat..holy geezus..umm..felt rly nauseous at lunch..then babysat after school..what a disaster..the lil girl like started to freak out and then when her mom came back from ehr walk she flipped out completely..and started to cry and when i was explaining what went on..and this only started about 5 min before..i just satrted i dn..i just snapped..i dn y..i wasnt like angry..i wasnt scared..i wasnt upset..i was fine..i mean i know im burnt out and wicked tired..and i havent gotten much sleep and stuff but..i never react like that..and that amde me more upset..her mo wasnt angry cuz the girl doesn this every so often..and i ahve seen it before so it wasnt something i ahvent seen..i dn..but..after i just went for a looong drive..then i came home..and i canteat dinner..i jst feel sick to my stomache..i dn whats happening to me..its prolyl the stress and exhaustion..i mean what else could it be..i dn..but anyways..my eyes feel like they r gonna bug out..until another time..
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