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well... this was a fucking crazy ass weekend and i DO not mean that in a good way this was by far the worst couple days of my life and i hate it
ive been through a lot of shit and i just want it to be over but it isnt its just like a bad dream that keeps getting worse
the only times i am happy are when i am asleep or fucked up bc then i dont have to deal with anything or anyone i hate it something is def. wrong
i am grounded for a very long time i hope prom still will happen for me i dont even know if i wil be leaving here for much longer
in the midst of all of this i have realized who is there when shit gets shity as you would say and i would like to thank my friends but the person who deserves it the most is cosbie. he was there for me letting that be the shoulder to cry my eyes out on or to comfort me or to try and talk it out or just listen to me vent. i have everything to thank him for that bc without him this weekend i seriously dont know how it would have turned out
i love you so much
even though u will never read this most likely i wanted to write it anyway
ive been through a lot of shit and i just want it to be over but it isnt its just like a bad dream that keeps getting worse
the only times i am happy are when i am asleep or fucked up bc then i dont have to deal with anything or anyone i hate it something is def. wrong
i am grounded for a very long time i hope prom still will happen for me i dont even know if i wil be leaving here for much longer
in the midst of all of this i have realized who is there when shit gets shity as you would say and i would like to thank my friends but the person who deserves it the most is cosbie. he was there for me letting that be the shoulder to cry my eyes out on or to comfort me or to try and talk it out or just listen to me vent. i have everything to thank him for that bc without him this weekend i seriously dont know how it would have turned out
i love you so much
even though u will never read this most likely i wanted to write it anyway