Feb 06, 2005 18:48
man i am such an idiot
last nite was fun until about 11 then it went for the worst and was by far the worst nite i have ever had. i havent gotten like that in a longgg time god im so stupid.
take my advice- LYING GETS YOU NOWHERE
to allthe people i saw this weekend goodbye for a while it shal be a while before i am allowed out anywhere bc im a fucking DUMBASS
and my cellphone is going to be taken away as well.. lets see i had it for about a week? and i am grounded once again i had about 3 weeks of freedom damn this sucks- why cant i just do the right thing for my parents? im such a fuck up all the god damn time and i always lose their trust and fuck them over . i am trying but it seems they only see when i fuck up but i think thats how it is all the time idk AHHH this makes me so mad i was finally starting to get along with them again and ALMOST be somewhat of a normal family and look what i have to do to fuck it all up. i wish i could just change everythinggggggggggggggggggggg....
and to top it off i feel like shit and have felt like shit all day- my mom has the flu so idk i might have that or im badly hungover idk which it is and it sucks
thank you to all of my friends for helping me out and dealing with me last nite- it shows u really do care about me
as for the superbowl- am i the only person in the fucking world who could care less about the damn game? its so fucking stupid the only thing i enjoy about the superbowl is the commercials and the food that is IT and maybe once in a while the half time show if someones titty isnt hanging out
i must admit i watched the begginning when they sang the star spangled banner and it made me teary eyed it was so sweet alicia keys and the florida school of the deaf and blind sang and signed it together it was so nice. it made me think of ms pallanti bc we did all that miracle worker shit lol i bet u my life christianne will come in tommorow and try and suck up with what she saw last nite and ms pallanti wont give a shit- ahh i love it lol
sry for such a bitchy entry im just upset right now..
goodbye people