fuck
im really fed up with people these days..
im so sick of being so nice and never getitng anything in return
im always such a caring person and i sure as hell care about people more than they care about me
what ive come to realize is that no one gives 2 shits about anyone besides themselves.
If you are somehow involved with something that has to do with them, then they care if not they could fucking care less
or even better they can pretend to care about you and your problems but in the end its all about them because everyone in this fucking world is self centered and the world revolves around them
i dont understand why i could be so dumb as to think i could try and be different and that everyone isnt like that but im finding it very hard to do that
i can honestly say in instances where i have needed a "friend" to be there for me there is pretty much 2 solid people i know i could count on 2! idk maybe im being selfish with wanting more than that i guess its better than nothing
i wish i was like everyone else and didnt take the word friendship and honesty for what its worth. in my opinion those words mean alot and if you dont live up to them then YOUR NOT A FUCKING FRIEND
you are simply someone who just pretends to be friends with people just for the sake of having friends and feeling wanted. i always take stuff so personally and i shouldnt but i do anyway i want to change myself
basically i am not going to give 2 shits about anyone because they obviously dont care about me and when someone else is having a bad day or needs cheering up FUCK you bc you werent there when i needed you were you? because you are too busy with yourself or your stupid boyfriends etc etc BLA BLA FUCKING BLA
just know that you took for granted and advantage of a good friend and im not going to be here forever so you just lost a good friend
i hope you all are fucking estatic
i am an unemotianal inconsiderate bitch until you prove me other wise
if not i shall continue to be like everyone else it seems to be working so well for them
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on.
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much.
How are you when I'm gone? />
And I can't make it on my own.
Because my heart is in />Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is g o n e.
So Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
Hawthorne heights= good band
so i am grounded now bc of my 3.1 report card isnt that nice... i am supposed to get off Jan 25th lets see if that lasts hmmm xmas season is coming up who shalll buy me something lets see NO ONE that is why i am not wasting all of my fucking money on worthless people this year fuck that ehh im a bitch arent i?
yea and i took that birthday month thing and mine was the biggest load of shit
i shall bold what is actually true out of this lil paragraph
Your Results:
January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive(im the exact opposite) . Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy(somewhat?). Quiet unless excited or tensed(NOT AT ALL). Rather reserved.( NOPE) Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds (I havent been sick since 8th grade). Romantic but has difficulties expressing love (not really). Loves children. (no i cant stand them) Loyal . Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.- this part is the most accuarate out of all of it. Very Stubborn and money cautious.-(nope i wish i was i always seem to blow all my money away)
so out of 28 qualities i have about 12 hmmmmmm
enough of this i must go to work now and make some more money to blow ! :)
this time with katie q! a new addittion to the howies crew! :)
im such a lyricst 50 watch out!
oh yes in other news Old Dirty Bastard- who died of unknown causes? YEAH RIGHT MY ASS UNKNOWN you shall be terriblly missed i loved you in that song "HEY TODAY BABY I GOT UR MONEY DONT U WORRY SAID HEY BABY I GOT YOUR MONEYYYY" anyone remember that song?
DAMN I KEEP RAMBLING FUCKING COMMENT!