i wish i had something to do
I can feel myself getting into one of those depressed states again
i hate it when i get like this
i was doing pretty good and I havent been like this in a while but of course it has to come back
of course it does
does anyone else ever have this problem where everything just upsets you and you cry all the time?
ahh i feel like such a baby maybe i have a problem i dk
im just sick of a lot of things latley i just want something new
and WHY is it when i like a guy they never like me or give me the time of day and then i get all upset and stuff like that over it but then i eventually move on and then as soon as im doing fine without them and dont like them anymore THEY LIKE ME!? wat the fuck is up with that my fucking timing really sucks
and every fucking guy i ever like always is already taken or isnt interested- wat the fuck is wrong with me!?
it seems as though all of my friends are in relationships at the moment and i get jealous it prolly isnt that way but i just see the negative as usual
i want to be in a relationship
maybe bc i want it so much im not getting it
so ill try and not want it? if that makes any sense
everything in this entry or in my life latley has been negative i want it to be positive
im usually happy most of the time but at times i just go through these phases where i feel like no one cares about me and i feel like im in this world by myself and no one ever understands me or wants to take the time to
i dont even know why i am writing this
happy halloween everyone
goodbye