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why can't i just move on? most of me has but part is still stuck...gar this is frustrating. today was sucky. had to go in early and finish a stupid spanish thing. teacher needs to choke and die. then i had a headache in english and was totally lost. my whole lunch table went to first priority and i did too. it was scary. WAY to "born again" for me. yikes. not going there anymore. my workout sucked. my legs hurt so bad because they hadn't gotten a break this week, and he had us do slow intervals...again. i did like 3 and stopped. i seriously was on the brink of tears because my legs were so empty. ive been like way abnormally emotional recently, i dont know whats wrong with me. maybe i need more sleep. maybe its normal and ive just been like emotionally unnconnected from life for like ever. i like to think its the first option, but you never know. my headache came back after practice. im really tired and just want to go to bed. forever. but i have stupid New York Times article things due tomorow and i can't find any good articles to write about. mostly because im SO mentally gone that i dont process half of what im reading. thankfully i dont have morning practice. and tomorow is a half day. i have stupid family pictures at 4. who actually wants family pictures? blah. but then i have a carbo-load to go to. sweetness. the bright spot in the overcast sky that is my day tomorow. hopefully i can take a nice long nap tomorow after practice. saturday is regionals. im nervous/excited. i REALLY want a PR at least on the course. under 19:10 would be sweet. ive only done it once...last year. hopefully my legs will be feeling better. time to get back to the now. hopefully i will get a good grade on these dumb things. I CAN'T WAIT TIL HALLOWEEN! ~la darc