Okay, time to get some venting done :D Haha, even though its all over now!
Hey, so yeah... Im a bit late to vent about something thats over, but I still wanna haha. So yeah.. definitely thought that me and Rob were done last weekend, like finished, fini, like have-to-give-my-promise-ring-back done. That kinda done. But it turns out we worked it out, and I was just being stupid and Rob was just being himself lol. So yeah, looong story, but I will tell because, well, I want to, and I have an exam tomarrow that I should be studying for, but Im not, so what better way to procrasinate?? haha...
Okay, so what day was it... Wednesday I guess, I was home, like I always am, so then Im like expecting Rob to come over cuz u know, hes my bf and it was his day off.. but nope, off to Kingston he goes with Jeremy and doesnt even come and see me, wednesday OR thursday, and so i was home alone both days, while hes out having fun. So I was mad with that to begin with. So then, Friday, Im expecting him to come over for a bit after work, but not for long because he TOLD me that he was going to go home and go to sleep early, cuz he had to work on Sat morning, so im all like okay, thats fine. So then, hes like oh, by the way im going out tonight. So turns out, he was going drinking at the Queens for Briannes birthday with a bunch of people from work, and Jeremy. Oh man, was I ever angry, I cried all day cuz i dont like him going out and having fun with out me, which is exactly what he did. He just got in his car and drove out of my driveway with me standing there bawling my eyes out (that usually works). So I pouted all night. So then... shit, I gotta go put dinner on.. brb...Okay, so back... so where was I, oh yeah, pouting. So then, saturday, at work, I wouldnt talk to him, cuz I was mad, obviously, so we were fighting about that. So then Im talking to him, and Im like so how did u get home? and hes like, oh I didnt go home, I just came straight to work. And so im like how did u get here if u were drinking, and hes like I took a taxi.. LIE.. I knew he was lying, so i was pissed that he drove (I later found out that he wasnt drunk and he only had one drink at like 9pm) so yea, I was angry about that, and so he tries to tell me he wasnt drunk all night, and then im talking to Debbie and shes like oh yeah so i heard Robert was pretty wasted last night, and then I was even more mad, cuz he lied to me again.. or i mean so i thought, but neways.. so yeah, then we got talking about dancing, and stuff. and so hes like oh i didnt dance with any one, it was just Jeremy. So im like okay, w/e i didnt believe him anyways, but still. So then later I guess, i was mad and stuff, so he left after he got off, so then Im talking to Jen (a girl from work, who was there) and she comes in and is talking to me and shes like "oh, you guys are still together?" and im like WHAT? why? shouldnt we be? cuz obviously she knew more about it than me, and he didnt tell me the whole story.. oh and then hes like okay, well i danced with Brianne. OMG SLUT. and I know how girls dance, and I think its gross and slutty, no offence to anyone who does like to grind, but i think its nasty and gross. and also considered cheating, well in a way. so yeah.. i was mad about that.. so then i get home and im like to him, i dont think u told me the whole story and so i told him what jen said about being surprised we were still together, and then the whole story comes out, that he was "dancing" with this vikki chick, who i dont really have a problem with, i just dont like the idea of anyone rubbing up against my man, i mean, is it just me? there must be something wrong with me, but that really bothers me. So anyways, i was mad.. so i was like maybe we shouldnt hang out tonight, and he didnt care, so that mad me angrier, cuz i HATE it when he doesnt care!!! so yea, then the next day at work, i was still mad, and then i tried to not be mad, but then vikki came into work, and i guess i got mad again, kinda unknowingly cuz, i didnt mean to get mad, but apparently i was?? but anyways so then we talked on the phone after i got home and we got in a huge fight, he hung up twice on me and i was bawling and so i decided that we should break up and he DIDNT CARE as usual, he was watching tv while talking to me on the phone, which I also hate... so anyways, he didnt say anything, and so he finally says that he was mad cuz i called him a liar, which he doesnt like, so i apologized and then we talked about the dancing, and I guess im okay with it now, cuz he declared that he was still going to do it because he likes to do it, whether i cared or not, so ive decided not to care, because it doesnt mean anyhitng to him, like it does to me, so i guess its alright.. so anyways, we apologized and so we went out to the movies and dinner, and i was still kinda upset.. but it was okay, we got through the night, standing each other atleast.. but then, it was amazing.. during the movie, we kissed, and it was like, everything was okay again, it was just a kiss, but it was amazing.. i truly know that he loves me, and that kiss.. it was just soo good.. so we are good.. and then last night we spent the night together.. no tv, no nothing, just us. it was really nice.. a night to reconnect, cuz i think we kinda forgot what a relationship was about. but were definitely good now :) im actually really happy..
but i will be even happier next thursday when im DONE SCHOOL for good!!! YES... four exams to go.. im excited, to fail!! but still excited lol.. anyways... I should proabbly go, this is pretty long, and im pretty much outta things to say haha.. oh, and then saturday night, i was sulking, so mom and dad took me out for dinner and then we all went bowling, it was so fun, ive never had so much fun with my family in my entire life haha, it was awesome. So anhways, BYEZ!!! ~Jo =)
Okay, so what day was it... Wednesday I guess, I was home, like I always am, so then Im like expecting Rob to come over cuz u know, hes my bf and it was his day off.. but nope, off to Kingston he goes with Jeremy and doesnt even come and see me, wednesday OR thursday, and so i was home alone both days, while hes out having fun. So I was mad with that to begin with. So then, Friday, Im expecting him to come over for a bit after work, but not for long because he TOLD me that he was going to go home and go to sleep early, cuz he had to work on Sat morning, so im all like okay, thats fine. So then, hes like oh, by the way im going out tonight. So turns out, he was going drinking at the Queens for Briannes birthday with a bunch of people from work, and Jeremy. Oh man, was I ever angry, I cried all day cuz i dont like him going out and having fun with out me, which is exactly what he did. He just got in his car and drove out of my driveway with me standing there bawling my eyes out (that usually works). So I pouted all night. So then... shit, I gotta go put dinner on.. brb...Okay, so back... so where was I, oh yeah, pouting. So then, saturday, at work, I wouldnt talk to him, cuz I was mad, obviously, so we were fighting about that. So then Im talking to him, and Im like so how did u get home? and hes like, oh I didnt go home, I just came straight to work. And so im like how did u get here if u were drinking, and hes like I took a taxi.. LIE.. I knew he was lying, so i was pissed that he drove (I later found out that he wasnt drunk and he only had one drink at like 9pm) so yea, I was angry about that, and so he tries to tell me he wasnt drunk all night, and then im talking to Debbie and shes like oh yeah so i heard Robert was pretty wasted last night, and then I was even more mad, cuz he lied to me again.. or i mean so i thought, but neways.. so yeah, then we got talking about dancing, and stuff. and so hes like oh i didnt dance with any one, it was just Jeremy. So im like okay, w/e i didnt believe him anyways, but still. So then later I guess, i was mad and stuff, so he left after he got off, so then Im talking to Jen (a girl from work, who was there) and she comes in and is talking to me and shes like "oh, you guys are still together?" and im like WHAT? why? shouldnt we be? cuz obviously she knew more about it than me, and he didnt tell me the whole story.. oh and then hes like okay, well i danced with Brianne. OMG SLUT. and I know how girls dance, and I think its gross and slutty, no offence to anyone who does like to grind, but i think its nasty and gross. and also considered cheating, well in a way. so yeah.. i was mad about that.. so then i get home and im like to him, i dont think u told me the whole story and so i told him what jen said about being surprised we were still together, and then the whole story comes out, that he was "dancing" with this vikki chick, who i dont really have a problem with, i just dont like the idea of anyone rubbing up against my man, i mean, is it just me? there must be something wrong with me, but that really bothers me. So anyways, i was mad.. so i was like maybe we shouldnt hang out tonight, and he didnt care, so that mad me angrier, cuz i HATE it when he doesnt care!!! so yea, then the next day at work, i was still mad, and then i tried to not be mad, but then vikki came into work, and i guess i got mad again, kinda unknowingly cuz, i didnt mean to get mad, but apparently i was?? but anyways so then we talked on the phone after i got home and we got in a huge fight, he hung up twice on me and i was bawling and so i decided that we should break up and he DIDNT CARE as usual, he was watching tv while talking to me on the phone, which I also hate... so anyways, he didnt say anything, and so he finally says that he was mad cuz i called him a liar, which he doesnt like, so i apologized and then we talked about the dancing, and I guess im okay with it now, cuz he declared that he was still going to do it because he likes to do it, whether i cared or not, so ive decided not to care, because it doesnt mean anyhitng to him, like it does to me, so i guess its alright.. so anyways, we apologized and so we went out to the movies and dinner, and i was still kinda upset.. but it was okay, we got through the night, standing each other atleast.. but then, it was amazing.. during the movie, we kissed, and it was like, everything was okay again, it was just a kiss, but it was amazing.. i truly know that he loves me, and that kiss.. it was just soo good.. so we are good.. and then last night we spent the night together.. no tv, no nothing, just us. it was really nice.. a night to reconnect, cuz i think we kinda forgot what a relationship was about. but were definitely good now :) im actually really happy..
but i will be even happier next thursday when im DONE SCHOOL for good!!! YES... four exams to go.. im excited, to fail!! but still excited lol.. anyways... I should proabbly go, this is pretty long, and im pretty much outta things to say haha.. oh, and then saturday night, i was sulking, so mom and dad took me out for dinner and then we all went bowling, it was so fun, ive never had so much fun with my family in my entire life haha, it was awesome. So anhways, BYEZ!!! ~Jo =)