Wow two updates in two days.. Im on a roll..
So Ive decided to write in here more often, cuz it makes me happy. I like telling the virtual world of nothingness all my problems. Wouldn't it be weird if like some old guy was reading all of our journal entries, cuz you don't have to sign up or anything I don't think to read someones' journal. Creepy. So ya thats my random thought of the day. I should have one of those every time I update, which will be everyday now, because that is my Not-Exactly-New Year's Revolution. More like a Mid-January Revolution. I really don't know why they call it New Year's Revolution, cuz you can make a revolution any time. Like the French Revolution, it wasn't on New Years morning. Im sure the French didn't just wake up on Jan 1st and be like, hey lets have a revolution... Okay, so two random thoughts in one entry. Arrest me.
So nothing is new in the last 24 hours since I updated. I was being a bitch to Rob last night, for absolutely no good reason, so naturally I felt horrible all night after we finished talking on the phone. I don't even know what I was doing, apparently I was telling him... no, nevermind the 'apparently' cuz I know what I did... I was just being mean to him and every thing he told me (ie hes buying a computer and getting a Visa card- which are NONE of my business) I was calling stupid and telling him not to do it, and I know that it's his money and none of my business what he does with it, but I dunno. Im stupid. I dunno I kinda just the reason I get mad when I hear this stuff (oh and hes getting high speed internet and Warcraft too by the way) I get mad cuz I want him to save his money so that we can eventually move out and he won't save. He doesnt think about the furture, EVER. Its like impossible for him to think ahead. Im like so what if we have a kid, ur gonna have to stop buying shit for yourself and hes like no i wont. I was angry that day when he said that. But anyways, I guess its only a small thing that makes me mad about him, every thing else is amazing about him :) And I really do love him so much, just certain things urk me. Understandably though, right? That's what I thoguht.
Man I sound crazy Im talking to myself lol. See what school does to you. I shouldnt be here mom, its bad for my mental health. Actually, it probably is, you know that? Like I wouldnt be surprised if there were like studies that say that students in university are at more of a risk for suicide cuz of all the work and stuff like exams and shit. Hmm. Sociology essay topic? Maybe.. just maybe..
So thats another thing, I desperately need to pick a topic for my two essays due next week. And I can't think of anything for my sociology one!! The profs like 'write about anything that interests you froma sociological viewpoint' im like wtf, thats way to broad, like just pick anything. I like it better when Im told exactly what to write about and how to write it. Then I am a good writer :D lol. Im actually being serious!
Oh yay, shopping day tomarrow!! I only have one class so moms going to come into town and pick me up after it and we are to go shopping! Yes, excitement, I havent been shopping in a while, especially with mom. But I don't really have anything that I need or want really, at the moment. I dont have time with school to think about things I need/want. Oh man my back is killing me from sitting here...
Man I can't believe how much time Ive just wasted. It's amazing really that I can sit here and pour out my soul oh livejournal but when I sit down to finish my book review it's like okay, I can't think of anything to write. I guess you call that writers block. Man I did so many of those fill in thingys yesterday on facebook. If I spent as much time on my essays and other school work as I do on here and facebook, I would be like so ahead, I'd have everything done early and I'd probably be getting good marks. Hm.. sounds good in theory, but I really hate school work.
Wow I so thought I just heard a dog bark... a really loud, big dog bark. But it must not have been since I'm on the fourth floor of Stauffer Library, and I'm pretty sure there aren't any dogs in here.
Hmmm... so Im pretty much all out of stuff to talk about, not that I ever really had anything to start off with, but you know. Man, that has to be my favourite saying, you know. The internet is getting so boring these days. I remember when msn used to be like so fun. Now no ones ever online, and when people are they don't talk to me anyways. So I have to resort to talking to myself on livejournal. Hehe... LOSER.
Anyways, Im out, Im really going to try to get some work done now, for sure- .see you alll on facebook in a few minutes!
So nothing is new in the last 24 hours since I updated. I was being a bitch to Rob last night, for absolutely no good reason, so naturally I felt horrible all night after we finished talking on the phone. I don't even know what I was doing, apparently I was telling him... no, nevermind the 'apparently' cuz I know what I did... I was just being mean to him and every thing he told me (ie hes buying a computer and getting a Visa card- which are NONE of my business) I was calling stupid and telling him not to do it, and I know that it's his money and none of my business what he does with it, but I dunno. Im stupid. I dunno I kinda just the reason I get mad when I hear this stuff (oh and hes getting high speed internet and Warcraft too by the way) I get mad cuz I want him to save his money so that we can eventually move out and he won't save. He doesnt think about the furture, EVER. Its like impossible for him to think ahead. Im like so what if we have a kid, ur gonna have to stop buying shit for yourself and hes like no i wont. I was angry that day when he said that. But anyways, I guess its only a small thing that makes me mad about him, every thing else is amazing about him :) And I really do love him so much, just certain things urk me. Understandably though, right? That's what I thoguht.
Man I sound crazy Im talking to myself lol. See what school does to you. I shouldnt be here mom, its bad for my mental health. Actually, it probably is, you know that? Like I wouldnt be surprised if there were like studies that say that students in university are at more of a risk for suicide cuz of all the work and stuff like exams and shit. Hmm. Sociology essay topic? Maybe.. just maybe..
So thats another thing, I desperately need to pick a topic for my two essays due next week. And I can't think of anything for my sociology one!! The profs like 'write about anything that interests you froma sociological viewpoint' im like wtf, thats way to broad, like just pick anything. I like it better when Im told exactly what to write about and how to write it. Then I am a good writer :D lol. Im actually being serious!
Oh yay, shopping day tomarrow!! I only have one class so moms going to come into town and pick me up after it and we are to go shopping! Yes, excitement, I havent been shopping in a while, especially with mom. But I don't really have anything that I need or want really, at the moment. I dont have time with school to think about things I need/want. Oh man my back is killing me from sitting here...
Man I can't believe how much time Ive just wasted. It's amazing really that I can sit here and pour out my soul oh livejournal but when I sit down to finish my book review it's like okay, I can't think of anything to write. I guess you call that writers block. Man I did so many of those fill in thingys yesterday on facebook. If I spent as much time on my essays and other school work as I do on here and facebook, I would be like so ahead, I'd have everything done early and I'd probably be getting good marks. Hm.. sounds good in theory, but I really hate school work.
Wow I so thought I just heard a dog bark... a really loud, big dog bark. But it must not have been since I'm on the fourth floor of Stauffer Library, and I'm pretty sure there aren't any dogs in here.
Hmmm... so Im pretty much all out of stuff to talk about, not that I ever really had anything to start off with, but you know. Man, that has to be my favourite saying, you know. The internet is getting so boring these days. I remember when msn used to be like so fun. Now no ones ever online, and when people are they don't talk to me anyways. So I have to resort to talking to myself on livejournal. Hehe... LOSER.
Anyways, Im out, Im really going to try to get some work done now, for sure- .see you alll on facebook in a few minutes!