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okay, so I've decided I am going to actually update this...
Vacation is nearing to an end, It's very disheartening. I don't want it to end, only because I am dreading the preposterous weeks inhead of me. Oh gosh I can't wait for this all to just be oevr with. It's gotten to a point where the anticipation is literally going to kill me. haha well not to that extreme but It's going to drive me insane and leave me frazzled for a while. I can't look at any more college brochures, or letters. It's so hard to just figure out what I want from my life. I know that sounds retarded but my choices are in two totally different paths. I am afraid to travel the wrong path and end up at a dead end. Which ovbiously would leave me with nothing left to do but turn around and start over. I just want to travel the right path the first time around. :: sigh :: some things can just be soo difficult.
Vacation is nearing to an end, It's very disheartening. I don't want it to end, only because I am dreading the preposterous weeks inhead of me. Oh gosh I can't wait for this all to just be oevr with. It's gotten to a point where the anticipation is literally going to kill me. haha well not to that extreme but It's going to drive me insane and leave me frazzled for a while. I can't look at any more college brochures, or letters. It's so hard to just figure out what I want from my life. I know that sounds retarded but my choices are in two totally different paths. I am afraid to travel the wrong path and end up at a dead end. Which ovbiously would leave me with nothing left to do but turn around and start over. I just want to travel the right path the first time around. :: sigh :: some things can just be soo difficult.