Jul 21, 2005 23:12
seems like everythin is startin to crash down on me an I am sick of alot of shit. There is alot of shit that needs to change an i kno it won't. Seems like sleepin is the only time things aren't shit. I think a very long sleep would be good. The kind where u don't wake up. I'm to the point where i need to just try n have fun an do whatever it takes to have it cuz right now fun is mininal. I really need to let go of alot of things before i can be happy again an idunno if i can. I have become close with a couple people i wouldn't normaly think would happen. They have helped me in some tuff times an hopefully we'll be cool for a while....
I'm out
Jake M