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wow it's been a while,
any way i'm living with sage now and he's making my life a living hell, everything he does is my fault. it's my fault he stayed up all night knowing he has work at five in the morning, it's my fault he's a big fat slob, it's my fault he doesn't haveany energy to do anything outside of this shithole and it's also my fault thats he's so violent. i didn't know that by giving him kisses i would get a punch in the ribs. it's not my fault that he can't control him self in anyway what so ever (especially his bowl movements GROSE!). oh well i'm an idiot, but atleast i'll have some time to myself in a couple days, he's going on tour.
i just don't understand whats going on with us, all he does is scream and yell he's not even capable of talking any more, maybe itis my fault, i know i'm alittle too touchy feely and i've tried to fix that, though now because of that theres an even bigger space between us.
i'm just hoping things will work out onse i take levers room and start paying rent.
oh well what ever
any way i'm living with sage now and he's making my life a living hell, everything he does is my fault. it's my fault he stayed up all night knowing he has work at five in the morning, it's my fault he's a big fat slob, it's my fault he doesn't haveany energy to do anything outside of this shithole and it's also my fault thats he's so violent. i didn't know that by giving him kisses i would get a punch in the ribs. it's not my fault that he can't control him self in anyway what so ever (especially his bowl movements GROSE!). oh well i'm an idiot, but atleast i'll have some time to myself in a couple days, he's going on tour.
i just don't understand whats going on with us, all he does is scream and yell he's not even capable of talking any more, maybe itis my fault, i know i'm alittle too touchy feely and i've tried to fix that, though now because of that theres an even bigger space between us.
i'm just hoping things will work out onse i take levers room and start paying rent.
oh well what ever