nothing perfect lasts
I just realized how big this world is.
And how small I am compared to it.
I've never felt this small in my entire life.
This hurts so bad. My heart has never felt this way before. I laid there in his arms all night watching him sleep. I woke up this morning not really knowing if I actually slept. I cried and cried while he held me. It felt soo good to have him there for me. How could I miss someone so much when he's right there? In my disbelief, it's very possible. I don't know what to do right now. I'm so scared. No, I'm terrified. I love him so much. It's incredible how one girl can love a boy this much. I can't stop crying. Driving home was a drag. Time to register for new classes for the next semester. Time has gone by so fast.
6 month anniversary with Chase tomorrow. Im broken.
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