emo. im such a vagina.
I grew up having all boys as best friends. I really did.
Those boys aren't here for me anymore.
They all went to college out of state.
They were bros. And they played football.
Who cares. They were amazing boys. That doesn't change.
I dedicate this to them.
I love the Burger Crew.
I miss the Booty Crew.
The past is everything and the future is even more.
(the past makes who you are...the future is who you will be bc of the past)
I am such a loser. I state obvious facts.
I am so vunrable. I have trust issues.
I love my boyfriend. And I hope that he loves me too.
I do love him so much it hurts. ANd I do it to myself.
I'm blessed with a best friend who loves me. I love her.
Honestly, I have a amazing people around me.
I wish I had more time to do all that I want.
Is it weird to like being alone?
Is it weird to think that you're somehow alone b/c no one feels like you?
Haha. EMO much? yeah i think so.
I know I'm not the only one. Correct???
I seriously can't believe this where it's lead me to....
(not complaining....just trying to comprehend)
I love everybody that I know. Even the ones that I love more than they love me.
Even if I don't show it at best. I think you all are amazing.
I hate no one at all even the ones that spend their time hating me.
I believe in living a life of achievements. I want to live happy.
I hope everything works out.
I think it just might. //With minor defects. //
I don't want to expect too much. No one should. Cause that way you'd be happy
with the results and not spending your time upset with what you wish did happen, but didn't.
Nothing everything happens the way you want it too.
Just go along with it. That's what I'm thinking of doing.
I need to have more trust-
-with my life. My future. In people.
I defintly need to trust myself.
//e-emo//
tomorrow. amy. me. in n out. urban. yay. amy is awesome.
i got on aim to talk taryn. i love her.