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Is this how it is supposed to feel after two years?
So fresh yet stale.
Everything is complicated and I really believe that jealousy will be the thing to destroy us.
Us. We.
We were doing fine. He tried so much more. He came. He stayed. He called. He loved.
Give it till the weekend when he is hanging with his macho friends.
Ones that when in front of he feels like he can call me a "pshyco bitch" when normally he wouldn't dare call me a "bitch".
That's just so disrespectful. But only appropriate when Dan and Luke are the peanut gallery I suppose.
Regaurdless, I decided at last minute to tell Nathan NOT to pick me up for the show, for I was going out with my FRIENDS. The ones I rarely get to hang out with because of Nathan.
So Richie D and Rene picked me up at my home sweet home and we went to Madigans. Shortly after, Shawd D joined us. Death Cab - Crooked Teeth & Soco - I woke up in a car + some Weezy F. Baby such as Fireman & Go DJ pretty much made my night. Along with the unlimited free beer the boys were providing for me. I would be halfway done one and they would already have another lined up for me. How sweet.
Great conversations. AS ALWAYS. About MUSIC I love and people I used to know.
Catching up on gossip.
Then PJ, Corey, and Pepto came by. & THEN Guy & Dan did as well.
So it was just a great time with all the people I love hanging out with the most.
And boy did I get d-r-u-n-k.
Anyway, That tops going with a boy who was completely rude to me and would have probably ignored me the whole night. And before I would always want to go with him to hang out with his friends although I was afraid of being ignored, but now I'm thinking that every night he wants to hang with his friends, I'M going to hang out with mine.
Because those are the best nights of my life anyway.
Friends + Music I Love + Beer will never do me wrong.
So fresh yet stale.
Everything is complicated and I really believe that jealousy will be the thing to destroy us.
Us. We.
We were doing fine. He tried so much more. He came. He stayed. He called. He loved.
Give it till the weekend when he is hanging with his macho friends.
Ones that when in front of he feels like he can call me a "pshyco bitch" when normally he wouldn't dare call me a "bitch".
That's just so disrespectful. But only appropriate when Dan and Luke are the peanut gallery I suppose.
Regaurdless, I decided at last minute to tell Nathan NOT to pick me up for the show, for I was going out with my FRIENDS. The ones I rarely get to hang out with because of Nathan.
So Richie D and Rene picked me up at my home sweet home and we went to Madigans. Shortly after, Shawd D joined us. Death Cab - Crooked Teeth & Soco - I woke up in a car + some Weezy F. Baby such as Fireman & Go DJ pretty much made my night. Along with the unlimited free beer the boys were providing for me. I would be halfway done one and they would already have another lined up for me. How sweet.
Great conversations. AS ALWAYS. About MUSIC I love and people I used to know.
Catching up on gossip.
Then PJ, Corey, and Pepto came by. & THEN Guy & Dan did as well.
So it was just a great time with all the people I love hanging out with the most.
And boy did I get d-r-u-n-k.
Anyway, That tops going with a boy who was completely rude to me and would have probably ignored me the whole night. And before I would always want to go with him to hang out with his friends although I was afraid of being ignored, but now I'm thinking that every night he wants to hang with his friends, I'M going to hang out with mine.
Because those are the best nights of my life anyway.
Friends + Music I Love + Beer will never do me wrong.