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Although living in the French Quarter has been absolutely amazing and being surrounded with so much culture and music is so fantastic, I'm homesick.
I'm missing a home. Not a house or an apartment per se. Just a HOME. A home I can go to and have my puppy come running to me. A home I can watch TV and sit on the computer all day at and not feel like I'm wasting my day because of how comfortable I am. I miss my privacy. I miss being alone, NOT having 3764 friends over everyday/night. I miss my dog. I'm ready to go home. Im awaiting the end of the month. I'm so freaking ready. I figured a month with no apartment would be NO big deal. I figured it would go by SO fast... but its not going by fast enough at all.
I miss MY stuff. MY bed. MY pillows. MY comforter. I miss MY room. I miss MY everything.
And I'm so thankful that I didnt move in with Moo because I cant handle Merc being over 24/7 or his friends being here and sleeping alone in one room by myself while in one room jess and james are hooking up/sleeping and the other moo and merc are doing the same. But whatever. Its me and the television tonight.
The only thing that makes this apartment feel like home is Nathan.
Nathan is the only thing that makes me feel completely comfortable and not home sick.
He saves me. But tonight he couldnt stay. So now I'm feeling empty and depressed. Oh well.
I'm missing a home. Not a house or an apartment per se. Just a HOME. A home I can go to and have my puppy come running to me. A home I can watch TV and sit on the computer all day at and not feel like I'm wasting my day because of how comfortable I am. I miss my privacy. I miss being alone, NOT having 3764 friends over everyday/night. I miss my dog. I'm ready to go home. Im awaiting the end of the month. I'm so freaking ready. I figured a month with no apartment would be NO big deal. I figured it would go by SO fast... but its not going by fast enough at all.
I miss MY stuff. MY bed. MY pillows. MY comforter. I miss MY room. I miss MY everything.
And I'm so thankful that I didnt move in with Moo because I cant handle Merc being over 24/7 or his friends being here and sleeping alone in one room by myself while in one room jess and james are hooking up/sleeping and the other moo and merc are doing the same. But whatever. Its me and the television tonight.
The only thing that makes this apartment feel like home is Nathan.
Nathan is the only thing that makes me feel completely comfortable and not home sick.
He saves me. But tonight he couldnt stay. So now I'm feeling empty and depressed. Oh well.