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Well I havent posted in a really long time, so long that i forgot all about this site. It's really weird to read my old entries because when I was last using LJ I was inlove with a guy (or atleats thought so) and just kind of in a shitty place n life. ALOT has changed. I'm thankfull Shaun and I are still good friends but im really really gay and I have completly come to terms with that as you all know haha. Last year I met a girl, I fell inlove, had ALOT of sex, and I fought really hard to make her mine and she finally caved<3 so now I live in Albany because this is where she goes to school and I couldnt bare to live two hours away from her anymore. We did the long distance thing for about 7 months or so and then I moved here in July. We moved in with my brother and his friend which turned out to be a big mistake ALOT of uncalled for drama went down and now Kait and I have a really nice new apartment of our own with our two cats. I couldnt be happier and I would marry her if I could and I will someday. I also no longer speak to my brother because he has lost his mind.
After I moved to Albany michelle moved to nashville which upset me because she was planning on going to school here in Albany and I was really excited to have her here with me but things change. I miss her ALOT. I miss all of my friends so much. Albany is a really cool little city but people here for the most part just suck. They are two faced and just all around assholes not like people from back home at all with a few exceptions. I know if I had MY friends HERE we would tear this place up.
Since my move I have completly turned my life around just focusing on going to work paying my bills taking care of my girlfriend preparing dinner every night being a total housewife ect. Drug free I barley leave the house unless I am working or shopping. We watch ALOT of movies. This might sound boring but I wouldnt trade it for anything I love it. I guess thats it for now thats my life I dont know how I got here and sometimes its hard to believe that this is really my life and that I really have this amazing girl but I do and I fucking deserve it<3
After I moved to Albany michelle moved to nashville which upset me because she was planning on going to school here in Albany and I was really excited to have her here with me but things change. I miss her ALOT. I miss all of my friends so much. Albany is a really cool little city but people here for the most part just suck. They are two faced and just all around assholes not like people from back home at all with a few exceptions. I know if I had MY friends HERE we would tear this place up.
Since my move I have completly turned my life around just focusing on going to work paying my bills taking care of my girlfriend preparing dinner every night being a total housewife ect. Drug free I barley leave the house unless I am working or shopping. We watch ALOT of movies. This might sound boring but I wouldnt trade it for anything I love it. I guess thats it for now thats my life I dont know how I got here and sometimes its hard to believe that this is really my life and that I really have this amazing girl but I do and I fucking deserve it<3