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friends of my friends are trying to hit on me
and then my friends try to help them
im not interested thats just fucking rude
dont give people i dont know my fucking number you creep

also i think marcus wants to get back toghether
what the hell is wrong with the world today

leave me alone

Lastnight i couldnt sleep again

between having no cigarettes
and just being lame and sad
and having everything on my mind

i woke up every hour and ate food
its 9 am now and im up for good

i cant do anything i feel like i have to peel myself off the couch

i think i might be goin crazy
iv never felt like this
i feel useless
unwanted
and just so freakin depressed

i dont even know why
at this point its not worth letting it eat me up inside

i felt pretty good yesterday for about half the day
and then some things were said that brought me right back down again

hopfully tommorow will bring something better for me