Love the song but not the singer

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shaun

shaun

shaun

i think everytime i date someone it gets worse

he was perfect
too perfect
too happy to be with me
too sweet

too good to be true

lastnight he gets way to drunk

and all of the sudden he is a different person
extremly mean
saying horrible things to me
i took it
and tried to calm him down

thinking to myself
fuck
another guy who is gonna start treating me like shit when he drinks
but i dont care
id deal with that for him
iw ould deal with most things for him
he was that good

what i wont deal with is letting him go home when i know he is going to fuck his "crazy" ex girlfriend
i went there
the shower was on
i busted the door down
and beat her up
while she was naked

he was still acting mean
he ran away and locked himself in a room and wouldnt come out
he told me to go kill myself
and for a second
i considered
but instead i made him come out
he was acting as if i did somethign wrong
saying he wasnt me boyfreind and he didnt even realize how long we had been fucking

and blah blah
he told the girl that we werent going out
i apoligized to her
i shouldnt have
but i always feel bad when i beat the shit out of a person
i should have hit him
he feels bad now i know
he was waisted
but that doesnt matter
i cant even believe the person i met lastnight
it wasnt the same guy i waisted all this time on

im hurt again
more then ever
simply because its really different to just get cheated on
or screwed over
rather than walking in on it
it cutts deep