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i havent been working as much as would like too
so mostly i hangout at bars a few nights a week
shaun gets us a million shots and beers
and before i know it im waisted
then we spend the whole next day trying to get motavated to move out of bed
and then off the couch
there is this game (the most amazing game ever)
called guitar hero
you get a plastic guitar and play songs on it
its crazy
and it further prevents me from leaving the couch every morning

i didnt realize how much time shaun and i spend toghether until he left for the week

and i didnt realize iv fallen for him until the day before he left

now that he is gone im left wondering what it was i did before i had him
why am i so lame?

i saw michelle the other night which is always a "pleasure"
i care about my friends more that anything
ecspecialy that one