without you is something i could never do

[xbullet_holex]

went to philly this weekend
me
raf
mish
it was truly a fucking great trip
saw some art walked south street checked out awesome sex shops
got really waisted
got a massage
then got waisted again and puked alot
which i dont really remember
michelle and i had a really good talk at 3 am
as usual

i just checked my myspacwe tyo find an apoligy from JUSTIN
totally not expected
it says:

"youre right.
to be honest i dont even care about the money
i just needed a way to justify it to myself because i dont have a real reason.
its not your fault that i have stress in my life or that my life is crazy and what have you....
one thing i am is sorry. you dont deserve for me to just not say anything and for that i am truly sorry.
i just dont know what im doing anymore and i dont know how to explain it either...
im really sorry "

whatever
i said:
"i know that wasnt a real reason for anything and you should be sorry because i dont deserve it not at all you were lucky to have me and you fucked that up for yourself for no good reason

but its really good to finally get an apoligy "

i dunno im done