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so i found out yesterday that a friend of mine (whom some of you know so ill respect his privacy and not mention names) has about two months left to live.
he is riddled with cancer and theres no hope....im really really bummed about it. he is the NICEST person i have ever met. its not fair really.
why is it the good ones that always go.
i want to go one fuckin year were i dont bury a friend.
im sorry to anyone i saw last nite if i seemed rude...i was very upset and i dont know how to handel thses things so i keep it inside and i got really drunk again.
how can anyone believe in god?
there is no god
fuck it, if i can learn anything from him its that maybe i shouldnt be so careless. i take life pretty carefree, i risk my life every day and i never really thought about it. i drive like a retard with a death wish. the wrestling i do is pretty dangerous, but then really why should i care?
whats the point.
he is riddled with cancer and theres no hope....im really really bummed about it. he is the NICEST person i have ever met. its not fair really.
why is it the good ones that always go.
i want to go one fuckin year were i dont bury a friend.
im sorry to anyone i saw last nite if i seemed rude...i was very upset and i dont know how to handel thses things so i keep it inside and i got really drunk again.
how can anyone believe in god?
there is no god
fuck it, if i can learn anything from him its that maybe i shouldnt be so careless. i take life pretty carefree, i risk my life every day and i never really thought about it. i drive like a retard with a death wish. the wrestling i do is pretty dangerous, but then really why should i care?
whats the point.