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I want to make a peace with god.
I've lost faith, and I'm finding it very hard trying to get it back. Where should I start?
I can't just say a prayer and be a believer again. Its gotta be on my own time, and with my own will. But more than ever I need some kind of guidance in my life.
I want to be beautiful.
I could care less on whats on the outside. I want people to see me for me. I want people to notice the variation of my personality, I want them to see how compassionate I am for the people I care for. If people could just look past this face of mine, they'd really see the person I am.
I want to make a peace with men.
I've also lost faith in men. Its funny how men are on the other side of the spectrum. They've become a lot more sensitive to women. All I can say is that I don't speak for the rest of them, nor will I put blame on any man because I've been hurt time and time before.
More than often I always turn out to be friends with nearly all of them. I have gone on dates these past couple months, but nothing ever came about. Now this new guy is interested in taking me out and getting to know me better. I just really don't want to give anyone a chance though. Change is always hard for me. I guess with some irony, I'm doing the same thing men have done to me before. So how could I be mad?
I want to make peace with my family.
I've been a difficult person lately...And its not me at all.
I've lost faith, and I'm finding it very hard trying to get it back. Where should I start?
I can't just say a prayer and be a believer again. Its gotta be on my own time, and with my own will. But more than ever I need some kind of guidance in my life.
I want to be beautiful.
I could care less on whats on the outside. I want people to see me for me. I want people to notice the variation of my personality, I want them to see how compassionate I am for the people I care for. If people could just look past this face of mine, they'd really see the person I am.
I want to make a peace with men.
I've also lost faith in men. Its funny how men are on the other side of the spectrum. They've become a lot more sensitive to women. All I can say is that I don't speak for the rest of them, nor will I put blame on any man because I've been hurt time and time before.
More than often I always turn out to be friends with nearly all of them. I have gone on dates these past couple months, but nothing ever came about. Now this new guy is interested in taking me out and getting to know me better. I just really don't want to give anyone a chance though. Change is always hard for me. I guess with some irony, I'm doing the same thing men have done to me before. So how could I be mad?
I want to make peace with my family.
I've been a difficult person lately...And its not me at all.