Aug 30, 2005 18:57
Don't get me wrong. I love my ghetto bootay but I hate my hips. I can't fit into most of my old jeans, and I think its because I'm on the depo. Looks like dieting time for me again.
My current weight: 125 lbs
My current height 5'4"
My ideal weight 105-110 lbs
I know it sounds crazy guys, but I'm broke as hell and cant afford to buy new jeans. Might as well work out for free while I can.
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EDIT
I got so angered with my mom today. I went to Mystic Lake to pick her up from work, and I sit down at the restaurant she's waitressing at. All of a sudden she started to bring guys in my direction. "She's the one from the picture I showed you. Isn't she gorgeous? And you know what, she's single too!"
WTF. Just broadcast to the whole world I'm single!
Is my mom some kind of dating service agent where she thinks she has to parade me off to all eligible bachelors? She introduced me to 3 guys who were coworkers of hers, who all coincidently have seen my modeling pics...I felt like I was some sort of spectacle to be seen. I was uncomfortable with the way they were looking at me, and it was even worse when they tried to mack on me.
I wish she would just stop showin' my pics to everyone and anyone, trying to hook me up with someone who is in my age range, has two legs, and a penis!
Meanwhile, my whole family is starting to think I'm a lesbian.
What a day.