May 31, 2005 11:00
Well.....i broke up with Joe about a month ago....I was going to break up with him for my own reasons, but then i had discovered that the one who i loved all fuckin year liked me back, so I'm with him now and his name is Sean Burns!!!!!! I LOOOOOVE YOU! lmao. I'm so happy to be with him, I had tears of fuckin joy going home the day we decided to be together. I'm just so happy to be with him, it doesn't get better than this. oh but wait, it DOES!! O.O! *gasp* yeah, I'm also really happy me & Kate are still best friends. i really never EVER wanted to lose her as a friend, she is my greatest bestest truest friend above all (sorry guys, but its true XD) I knew there were going to be problems cuz he's her ex-boyfriend and yeah, all that...but i'm so beyond happy that we talked and worked things out. I don't know what i'd do if we stopped being friends. T.T Summer would suck cuz we're pretty much going to be working across the street from each other...i think...and we wouldn't be hanging out and it would be all suck. T.T I <3 you Kate! You're my bestest GREATEST truest honestest coolest friend ever!! you're like my sister! only not..! lmao.
on another note, It was Seans Birthday this weekend, and i got him Pixi Stix and Pop Rocks and a COF Wallet. ^.^ he loved it, and seeing him so happy, cuz of me, is just the greatest. him being happy makes me so happy. and he also made me the most awesomest thing ever at the blacksmithing place he went to, its so cool, I have it right here. I keep it with me always. ^.^. It's an awesome little metal heart. I'll be putting pictures of it up, its so cool, and if you hold it the right way it fits right into your two hands
I love you ALL!!!!!!! OKILUVYOUBUHBYE o.o
{I dedicate this song to Sean and the situations that've been going on.}
Nothing Else Matters
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters...