new school=new hates
eek so today i hung out w/ myself. even tho i didnt have time to hang out w/ anyone. my classes are ok i guess. for today and tomorrow i leave at lunch. my trig teacher is boring and i dont like him. my pe teacher is awesome. kyle is now sleeping on my bed. i bored him to sleep i think. hes a whore. a really big whore. he likes to hear that hes pretty. even tho he thinks hes fat, i think he says it sometimes just to get people to say how much they love him. i dunno hes not fat. all i can think is that hes not happy w/ himself cuz hes not all perfectly 6packed out. w/e he thinks hes fat and it bothers me cuz hes really hot and he hears it everyday so he knows people love him. ::sakes head:: people are really getting on my nerves right now... well, most people i come in contact w/ during the day. online its not bad. plus no one talks to me so it really doesnt matter.... but yeah my moms stupid. hm i think im done for now... w/e. i dont think i have ever posted something non depressing... ive come to the conclusion that some people are stunting my emotional growth as a person and i need to really have some time to get to know myself better insted of making everything about them. my head hurts... i want to go to sleep. i need a new computer and i wanna be hugged... ::sighs:: life is stupid and i want mine to go away...