Dec 20, 2003 00:33
saw odd project w/ kyle, maysea, natalie, and adriana on thursday. that was fun. matt avoided adriana, actually so did practically everyone associated with the band. i felt bad for her. it was like everyone hated her. and kyle had to go and be mean. but she sorta deserved it for saying things like hes obsessed with matt.
enough with that. friday i woke up and was really lazy. and then kyle and i went and saw lord of the rings. fuckin 3 and a half hours long it was. but i enjoyed it. kyle had to pee for most it but it was a great movie. everytime he thought it ended, it would keep going. orlando bloom looked hot as usual. came home, and was really bored. kyle saw my sister at in n out. she was working.
when he got home, we were both bored. but then we both got called. mine was maysea his was brandon. maysea was bored at her grandmas, and brandon was at the mall. while i was talking to maysea, kyle ditched me. i was so sad. i wanted to cry. he went to visit brandon cuz he never sees him. but i was still alone and bored. so i did 81 crunches, picked up my room, and made a new playlist. then he got back home, and natalie came home, and maysea came over. and her and natalie went to a beach city to hang out with some people. i dunno where or with who though. when maysea stopped by she saved me from myself. i was very depressed cuz i felt alone from kyle going to the mall. i need friends. adriana is really cool, but she lives far. only see her at shows, but that can be changed. anyways, i got better when kyle came back.
so we talked, and he doesnt know why i was depressed or anything. our convorsation wasnt all that great cuz i was like erg from being bored. i found out that he has to buy me something else for christmas because his dog chewed up my carebear. ::tear:: i heart that bear. oh well, i guess i could always get it some other time. my healing wound started itching. thats how i know its healing. but it really itches bad. kyle went to sleep, and i said goodnight and things, thinking i too would go to bed, but i didnt. and now its around 12:44am on saturday and i write this entry.
id really like to know how to post pictures on here. i randomly searched for people and asked someone. they have not yet responded. i want to put a picture of kyle on here. hes very hot. i love him. he smells good too. and he hardcore dances. which i will see when we go to the eighteen visions show on sunday(tomorrow actually). i think maysea is going to hardcore dance too. i have to tango with kyle. poor guys been asking me to and i have yet to fulfill his wishes. lol. but i will on sunday or sooner. im not sure why he wants to do it but i agreed, and i dont mind as long as hes happy. i have put it off, quite a bit i might add, but he didnt remind me lastnight or i would have been obligated to do it in the parking lot. sunday though. i will do it then.
well, im off. i wish i was irish, or english. just thought id throw that in there. goodnight to all, sweet dreams. unless its morning where you are then goodmorning. peace outside and have a magical day. <~~~ stole that. lol. bye!