chains are gone
So, I am free. The chains really are gone. I can begin living. Enough was enough. God told me this. He told me to TRUST Him, to stop thinking and speaking so negatively and to rely on others. Is the depression gone? If it's not it will be because I'm starting to feel almost normal. I pray to God that I can truly move on from here.
I just wonder, am I that forgettable? I must not think about this disheartening idea because it's something the enemy wants me to think, so that I cannot move on. Jealousy and pain will not be what keeps me here. I refuse. My future is bright. I know it.
I have so much to look forward to this summer:
- Today I'm getting some red put in my hair. :] The brown was nice and it will still be brown, but with a red tint to it.
- Tomorrow night and Friday I will be in Athens for orientation where I will meet my roommate and new friend Jenna.
- June 22, Jason Gray will be coming to my church. He's great! And throughout the summer we will be reaching out to the homeless and less fortunate.
- A possibility of camping next weekend with Jessica.
- and of course starting at UGA in August.
I'm going to paint what I see in my head as my breaking away from my shackles. I think it will turn out pretty well. :]
I just wonder, am I that forgettable? I must not think about this disheartening idea because it's something the enemy wants me to think, so that I cannot move on. Jealousy and pain will not be what keeps me here. I refuse. My future is bright. I know it.
I have so much to look forward to this summer:
- Today I'm getting some red put in my hair. :] The brown was nice and it will still be brown, but with a red tint to it.
- Tomorrow night and Friday I will be in Athens for orientation where I will meet my roommate and new friend Jenna.
- June 22, Jason Gray will be coming to my church. He's great! And throughout the summer we will be reaching out to the homeless and less fortunate.
- A possibility of camping next weekend with Jessica.
- and of course starting at UGA in August.
I'm going to paint what I see in my head as my breaking away from my shackles. I think it will turn out pretty well. :]