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This past week was pretty mind-numbing. I can't really remember much but only bits and pieces here and there. It's now Sunday night and I'm looking towards a week without school. I'm happy, but I don't feel like it will be much of a vacation. I have expectations I need to fill, not just from others', but my own too. I am utterly tired, mostly physically. I am just now getting sore from the workout I did on Friday. I don't get my body. I am also tired emotionally. I just don't know what to think or do or say.
I'm not sure what else to say here. I just feel frustrated, sad, lonely, tired, helpless, hopeful, and regretful. I want to spend all day outside on days like this and take photos, paint, sunbathe...
Nothing more to say.
I'm not sure what else to say here. I just feel frustrated, sad, lonely, tired, helpless, hopeful, and regretful. I want to spend all day outside on days like this and take photos, paint, sunbathe...
Nothing more to say.