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my worst fear has come true barry is thinking of leaving me..i cant take this anymore my heart hurts soo bad..i kno he is gunna leave me even tho he told me that he left me for that month to find out where he watned to be and i thought he did i trusted him..but i just end up losing again i just need to give him the thing i got him and the card and i guess that is it...im such an idiot its all my fault that he wants to leave i wasnt good enough for him..i should have gave him wat he wanted but i didnt god im a selfish little bitch and now its time to pay i need to go good bye..barry i love u so much and im sorry for not giving u all that u needed

edit::i guess our song playing wasnt such a sign after all