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As much as I claim that i'm over the mike thing...i'm really not. I've been spending a lot of time with Dave, and he is a great guy, but am I ready for a relationship? should I stay single? I don't know what I should do. I miss Mike. He never did anything wrong, he never raised his voice at me while we where together, he did nothing but help me and support me. I dont know why I stopped feeling the way I did...maybe its because he didn't pay enough attention to me, maybe it was because of shit I had going on in my own life. I feel that I should move on, I feel that I should make friends, because with Mike the only friends I really had where ones that we both had. I'm at a new school, I want to rush a sorority (somthing mike wouldnt let me do or approve of)...I don't know. I like Dave, but i'm still hurting about Mike and no one knows but me. Its tough because i'm back home now, I don't have any friends, and no one to hang out with or talk too. Where getting dumped on my ernesto which means that i have a shitload of rain and its storming non stop meaning I cant go out with the dog, so I have limited things to do...
I don't know how I feel anymore. I'm happy around Dave, I like him. But at the same time what I had with Mike was so great and it lasted for basically 2 years of my life...I dont now what to do.
Ive got a lot im struggling with right now.
I don't know how I feel anymore. I'm happy around Dave, I like him. But at the same time what I had with Mike was so great and it lasted for basically 2 years of my life...I dont now what to do.
Ive got a lot im struggling with right now.