:-(
-just been really depressed and down latly.
-ive been feeling sick as well. i'm sick of dealing with snobby customers of Dublin at work, with there condensending tones, and rudeness and impatience.
-Sick of busting my ass off all the time.
-I can't be a head cashier because I cant work 40 hours and dont have open availability. Which is bullshit, I feel like a manager all the time, showing people how to do things, helping out people, and running things smoothly, and i have only been there 2 months.
-summer school at Ohio Wesleyan starts tomarrow
-stressed out that summer school is starting
-stressed out about transfering to Ohio State
-what if I don't fit in? what if I don't make friends? thats what happened here at OWU
-All these Ohio State students keep going missing, its like another person goes missing every day...freaky
-Tired of shit in general
-Tired of taking out my stress on Jager and Mike
-I just want to be locked away
-I want to go home back to MD to see my parents
why can't everything just end.
-i'm not happy anymore
-i'm depressed all the time
-everytime I look in the mirror I find an imperfection that I want to change and can't
:-(