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this week is already confusing
im not sure where a person and i stand, and i hate that feeling
the whole derek and emily thing is really fucking depressing
its not that i want him
or that she shouldnt be with him
just that a few weeks ago he didnt want anything serious
and that was ok then
but now THEY are serious and i dont get why i wasnt good enough
i guess i should get it
if you saw emily you would get it too
its just depressing, but ill get over it
this certain person and i are in an awkward position. i think its because everyone seems to have someone(or atleast a prom date)and valentine's day is coming up.
he said that he would never call me cid-and i dont know why, but it was really sweet at that exact moment-
im not sure where a person and i stand, and i hate that feeling
the whole derek and emily thing is really fucking depressing
its not that i want him
or that she shouldnt be with him
just that a few weeks ago he didnt want anything serious
and that was ok then
but now THEY are serious and i dont get why i wasnt good enough
i guess i should get it
if you saw emily you would get it too
its just depressing, but ill get over it
this certain person and i are in an awkward position. i think its because everyone seems to have someone(or atleast a prom date)and valentine's day is coming up.
he said that he would never call me cid-and i dont know why, but it was really sweet at that exact moment-