From the girl who wishes she was with him right now...
I’m cranky now.
I usually love rainy days but this has proven to be a horrible one.
I didn't see much of my friends
and my time with Todd was cut far too short.
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First the good part of the day…
It started off ok, I went to church for the first time in 8 years.
I’m Roman Catholic but went to my boyfriend’s Baptist church, due to the fact that his father is the minister. It actually wasn’t bad and the religion as a whole is making more sense to me than Catholicism ever did. Anyways, on the way out Todd’s little sister hugged me and told me she was really happy I was her brother’s girlfriend.
I adore his sisters they’re so cute.
So then, Todd and I went back to his house, alone. A lot of kissing and holding each other, as usual. Then I cleaned out and bandaged his recent knife wound. Now, once that was done we returned to making out. For some reason we just can’t seem to get enough of each other when we’re alone.
Now The bad part of the day…
I soon left so that I could go out and finally buy father’s day cards, not only from me but from my mother and dog as well. I was my mother’s bitch again.
The day went on, saw Chad for a bit, but then he had to go to work. So now, I am left alone at my house to rot for a good while. I finally went for a car ride to buy my spoiled dog a new, bigger bed and to clean out the sand that a night with Todd brought into my car. Again, I am left alone at home. Finally I talk to Anthony and Todd. We decide to meet up at Todd’s house and then the boys were going to have band practice. Following the band practice would be a night alone with my baby watching Garfield and getting ice cream.
I get to Todd’s… we kiss. He tells me his mother wants him to eat first. Knowing now that I had to wait another half hour, I was a bit bummed but still relieved to finally see him. We talked and kissed some more. Anthony arrives and we tell him band practice is cancelled. Anthony’s upset, yet still determined to hold practice. Then, two of Todd’s sisters come outside. One tells me I looked very pretty today and then they both hug me before going inside.
Now here comes final news that sent my night down the drain… Todd goes inside quickly to see how long before dinner was going to be ready. As Anthony and I prepare to go back to Anthony’s house to hang out for a while, Todd comes back outside to tell us that his father (a.k.a The Minister) wants him to stay inside tonight for Father’s day so that the family can rent and watch movies together. So there it went, my night, right down the shitter. This brought on a bad mood which sent me home, in the pouring rain, feeling bad for myself. I ended up here, in front of my computer screen with Letters Kill blasting and a lonely heart.
Sigh