I won't let you go, This feels so right, Please don't leave this time<33
there things in life we love with all our hearts, and we will do whatever it takes to keep it, and i dont know if i just fixed something, but its better than nothing, i just want it all to feel right again.. it does. and i love you so much<3 stcik by me like you said you were going to.
well.. wednesday, school, was fun!.. came home..so called my mom at work, i bugged her to give me and ashley a ride to the basketball game.. and she said alright.. ashley called, then we decided we bot needed to shower, so i got in the shower, waited for my mother, she came home, headed to ashleys house, to pick up her, then to the school, we just kinda hungout there, i was mehh, i was tired, and i didnt feel good, so i was being a stupid bitch, hahah oh well!! dans dad was a meany head :-(.. well, ashleys mom came at somepoint? left, was going to just go home, so we got to my house, and i got out said by, then ashley opened the car window, and said "hey sara, if you still wanna sleep over, just go get your stuff and come out" im like ok, so i got my stuff, came out, and we went back to ashleys house.. then we slept :-). got up. watched some tv in her room, and well things god kinda fucked.. but that was all my fault. :-( once again.. anyways, i called my dad, and he said he would come and get me, so i waited and waited.. and ashleys grandmother came, so i just started to walk home, and then ashley told me to get in the car, but i was like nahh, my dad will get mad if i show up at his house and he wasnt there, so it would be better if he saw me walking and just picked me up which is trueeee!!! and it wasnt far so oh well.. then they left, i walked all the way to my dads, seeing he takes foreverrr! but got there just in time, and we went over to lauries cousins house, and we gave the presents.. and i saw maranda (spelling?) shes soo cool!! i <3 her!! :-) hehe! we left there, my dad brought me home. showered. then me and adam went to cvs in greenville to scann my picture for my dads present :-).. we to taco bell, ate there, umm trina showed up, i guess she was at the movies, hmm, got me thinking again.. but i just walked by her. went to target after, saw my mommy she was working late, and i saw dan martino(spelling?) haha hes awesome, chatted with him, made fun of him<333 then got picture frame, and then left went to my sister got settled, then put together my dads present, and then wrapped, it and moms and normans. then cleaned up, went online. adam left. watch some movies with my sis'. then she got tired and went to sleep. and i got all sleepyy, and josh came and watched tv with me :-) <3, we watch Jack Frost it was a good movie,(not the cartoon one) haha! anyways i kept falling a sleep, hahahahha me and josh laughed ALOT! it was awesome<333. then woke up, cause my sister made me, haha watched the rest of jack frost, cause i passd out.. then we cleaneeddd!! heh! got the presents together. josh came home from work. packed up the car. left to my dads. got there gave my dad his present right away. he cryed<3 i love him!<3. then gave laurie hers she liked :-). then sat around chilled. left. sister brought me home. DADDIE, LAURIE AND KRISTEN got me a NEW DIGITAL CAMERA i fucking heart them forever!<3.... came home, went online
.. i went to liz's house, i dont remember which day hahaha! im so fucked blank right now! HAHAHA, but i had fun, we hungout outside, and played with her doggies, and me adam and her just talked the wwholeee, time it was so much fun!! she gave us candy canes haha i love how shes all christmas likeee<333 haha
MERRY CHRISTMAS !
.. well i must say, besides my family being around and it was awesome to see them and be around them, but it kinda sucked
Tomorrow- Karen & Josh are comming over to watch the football game! Yay! and well, if ashleys family leaves soon enough, shes gonna come with me to my sisters<3, and were gonna go to the mall on monday, if she doesnt sleep over with me, im just going to sleep there alone
Picture Time<3 .. put in order as the days went by!!
.. good ol' Ozzy Boy, haha! hes getting so old its so sad, ive had him foreverrr!! he lives at my daddies, oh man, if he dies anytime soon, im not going to be able to take that, i love him so much<333<33 but thats ozzy :-) :-)!
.. so thats when i went to liz's house, i love her dogs, we kept them from barking so much, me and adam are good like that ;-) muahahaha!! i love you girllyy!<3
.. my puppy, the little bitch! haha! on christmas morning<3.. i love her though<3 shes soo fucking cutee!! shes getting so bigg too!!! but, what was cool this morning, was i held her presents and she opened them on her own with her mouth.. omg it was soo cute, no on took a pic i was mad!!
.. ewwwiiee, my gross brother!! hahaha christmas morning, opening presents, i didnt get any of my mom and norman, haha :-( oh well i love you chrisssssssssss!<3
.. ok yes this is my aunty linda ( my dads sister :-)!!!), she is a crackhead!! haha, shes such a goof ball, now you know were i get my goofyness! ;-) muahaha!<3 NOSE RING! (fake)haha! i love you!<3
.. ME! with my new RAINBOW tongue ring, omg its soo hawwttt!! its kinda short but i dont care, fucking hawttt!<33
.. me and my stepmother, laurie! i love her! were trying to show our tongue rings haha!! i know sometimes we cant stand eachother, but that is one person in my life that i trust with all my heart!!<3
.. me and adam<3 at my grandmas house in woonsocket! haha!! i got a spongabob blow up thingy its soo hawttt<3! i love you adam!!!<33 thank you for today, and being there for me<3<3 "Real love is forever"<3 (Eric Draven<3).. TaH! im weird!
.. . my stepfathers mom, GRANDMA! haha i love her so much, she is the nicest fucking women you will EVER met in your entire like i swear to you!!<333333 i love youuu,<33
.. last but not least, JOSH my sister's husband, hes fucking awesome i love this guy!!<3. he looks kinda funny in this picture, hahaha OH and my daddys in the backgroun with the video camera, i love my daddy<33
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oh no i didnt get any of my sister :-(. oh well im sure there are definitly more to come soon, thats all i took, well that are good.. haha NEW DIGITAL CAMERAAAAAAAAA!<3 fuck ya bitches!<3 and i got the used shirt WAX BUTTERFLIEs may i addddd!! :-).. a finch shirt, uhh some shower stuff, brother got me stewie note book, and laces, and 3 THE USED pins mmhmm fuckers!<3. got the nintendo sweatshirt, haha oh shittt!! god damit!! hahah SHOES! omg i needed them badly, etnies pink n black BITH! haha! uhh my sister got me curve stuff mmhmm, candy, and stuff, oh i got a battery charger, yay, my other one is died :-( haha! ohh hmm adams dad got me AND ashley cotton candy these things are HUGE, haha its awesome! uhh i got moneyyyy 50 bucks gift card to pacsuunn bitchfucker! haha! and one to strawberries wooty woot! uhh 10 bucks from my dads mommy, grandma of course<33. and aunty got me some bag thingy that i can hold ALOT of stuff in!! wooty woot.. comment if you wish :-).