Oct 14, 2004 21:08
Oh My Fucking God! the used is playing on my fucking birthday ahhhhh! i wish i could go.. LADYS GET IN FREE TO.. fucking BITCHEZzZ! that would be the best birthday EVER!!!
hmm ok i dont know were i left off, sunday i slept at ashley.. and monday hungout with the boys. tuesday, went to school and such it was ok. murr.. haha. i dont believe we went out.. i think i sat home the whole time. yeah i remember now, cause i didnt get any sleep. :-/.. 3 hours thats about it on tuesday night.. hmm wednesday.. got up for school.. wasnt gonna go cause it was PSAT but i wanted to see ashley:-).. even though i didnt see her for 3 periods haha but it was ok.. i saw her before homeroom and such.. for the first period.. i had english, and we had to go to a small room that had like 5 desk in it but we had like 10 people in our class cause no one came to school.. so we went to room 222 the computer lab.. and i fucked around.. i wanted to sleep but usually i dont when there's a computer infront of me and i can use it.. haha. so i added pics to the blue and yellow community you all should look!! its hot!!<3.. hmm then second period i went out side i had chemistry but we didnt have it cause of the test so i went to grove w/ ashley L. but we got cold and went in to the aud. and we chatted :-). she's awesome! <3.. then third period i actually had a class.. but i kept getting yelled at by my teacher she was reading our book out loud and seeing i got no sleep AGAIN! i kept falling alseep. shes such a whore. i just wanted to nap! >:-O!! hah!.. well came home did nothing.. adam came over dont remember what time.. i know he slept when he came.. haha "i like comming over i can sleep here and it so peaceful" - awww hes aoo cute!!! <3.. hmm we layed and watched tv around 10 cause i didnt feel good.. i took some nyquil before so i was gonna pass out.. so he left around 1030? then i came upstairs and passed out.. haha i love nyquil.. this morning i got up, and took a shower.. and still didnt feel soo good, and i came upstairs, went online ash imed me and told me she was staying home cause she got up late.. so i went downstairs took dayquil and told my mom i think i was gonna stay home and she said go ahead.. i hate going to school when ash isnt there.. hahahaha! so yeah i went back to be after i told ash i wasnt going either.. slept till 1130.. and got up went on here for like 5, put pictures on my notebooks and then talked with mother.. ate, then i started to get sick cause yeah i have to be a girl and have problems.. hahah!! blah~ i was in pain all fucking day. puked, then layed down.. moved around so much cause i was in pain.. then it went away.. i watched tv the whole time for like 4 and half hours.. then got up started to clean fish (frank-n-furters) tank so when i give it to ashley it will be all clean :-).. then came on here. norman came home some were in between cleaning tank and such.. then talked to mother on phone for a bit.. then came back upstairs.. then JOSH CALLED ME! :):):):):):):):):):)<333333 talked to him for 2 hours.. then mother called for norman so i had to get off.. he told me to call him back but i cant cause fucking normans i think is still on the goddamn phone.. ugh. i wanna talk to joshhhhhhh! <3.. hmmm yeah so here i am.. i have to call adam later.. he didnt come and get me or come over cause he has to bring his sister to work.. so no adam, ross, mat or ashley.. ashley cant go out cause she stay home too.. and yeah stupid fucking nicole.. i miss adam!! <3 ok im out.. tummy hurts again.:-/. oh im gonna go change my LJ background right now mmhmm.. <3
josh i love you so much kid. i dont know why i add you in every entrie now. but its like i HAVE to or it doesnt seem complete. i cant wait to come over hehe im glad mommy's gonna let me and don im shocked. haha im glad your mom actually talk to me when i was on the phone with you.. hehe.. i miss her.. and jessica and jake. :-( im comming over soon though.. and friday your going to the movies so now we dont have to let go of eachother again!!! :-) intil its time to leave.. ok lets not talk about that.. haha ok i love you and i missss youuuuuuuu!!! <333
JeLLyBeaN* i fucking miss you!
JeLLyBeaN* like sooo much its tooo hard to explain in words
^ josh your amazing, ill never foget you. <3
ashhhlleeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy- im adding you cause wayyyyyy important. i love you with all of me too! <3 your fucking amazing<333333333333333333. thanks for everything chica!<3
i love adam so much<3
Many nights i've cried
from the things you do
felt like i could die from
the thought of losing you.<3