:(

Jun 12, 2005 21:57

I'm sad despite the fact i had a wonderful weekend. I won't see craig for 2 weeks because he is away on holiday. He should be on the plane just now on his way to Bulgaria with his best friends.

Now i'm laughing because i'm listening to 3IOB and laughing because bobby blatantly ripped them off in an equi song.

I stayed at craigs friday and saturday night.Friday we went to an 18th birthday of two girls he works with.They were both pretty but in a fake sort of way,but then most of the people there were neds.
Hoilli was nice and talkative (i mean talkative as in she spoke to me unlike she usually does) but i was too shy to keep conversations flowing as they were more "crap chat" than propper chat.But she offered me and Craig a drink which was nice :)

We left about half 11 and saw martin walking up the road so we gave him a lift home and he asked us in for duce and food but we didn't want to eat or drink anything haha.So we were there till about half 12 which was nice as i like talking to martin. He looks his age but then again he still reminds me of a little boy,which makes me smile.It must be the metal look heh heh.
I love lying next to him(craig that is:P).It must be so vomit enduing for everyone who reads this shite.He's always so warm and cosy,I don't mind if he snores(which isn't often)although i did want to elbow him in the ribs this morning because of it.

We went in to town on saturday and met aaron and danny,also lauren and emily but only for half an hour:( ,went to tesco and then they dropped me off.I got ready and then missed about 2 and 1/2 songs of equilibrium’s set at the Paul Dianno with "Maiden Scotland" gig.The set didn't go too well,they were all really disappointed but not with themselves just the gig in general.We left early because i fell asleep when Dianno was on(i didn't know you could fall asleep with a metal band playing haha) We went home and went straight to sleep.I kept waking up and moving about and then smooshed back in to craig.Then i fell back asleep,and woke up cause i felt crag squeeze me.I asked the time and it was about 8:45.He said that he woke up and he said i must have been dreaming because my leg was shaking hahahaha then he gave me some kisses and a cuddle and that was when i woke up.
I wanted to lie next to him for the rest of the day,i would have too,but he had to get everything ready for leaving.

Mum picked me up at about 1:15 and we had a goodbye cuddle and kisses.
I'm sad because i know i wont see him on tuesday,wednesday,friday,saturday,sunday,tuesday,wednesday,friday,saturday,sunday.Haha.Like i normally do.

I hope this week goes fast,even though im dreading it.I have to go on an adventure thing with the school and it's going to be horrible,moutan climbing,moutain biking,hill walking,water sports.Fuck i want to cry.I hate my school and i'm in the worst group possible.Fucking utter wankers.I hate them all.Lauren isn't in my group.She's in the fucking tree hugging on.UUUGH.So fucking unfair.Why does that girl get all the good things.Everytime.But one.Craig(ooooh feeeel the cheeese).*sigh*
Oh well,lets get these weeks over and fucking done with.
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