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I miss you. A year, and a few months. This time last year i had so many depressing thoughts. Feelings. And an ache so profound in my soul, that it made me sick. When you have someone ripped from you that you would give your life over, it tears at you. Its a feeling like no other. I was also in the process of derrick ripping out my heart and another part of my soul, because i had foolishly given him the very cause for my exsistence. But you. You had more of a ( memaw is watching the first bond, and had to share the girlvillans name which i think youd crack up with me about.. ms pussy galore ) but you had a deeper impact. You were there when i lost sam, and so many others. But how were you to be there, when i needed you there for comfort for loosing you?

hali, that precious girl, and your mother held me up when i wanted to collapse. Your brother checks on me often. The resemblence is so much. I miss you so much.