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It's so hard..thinking your gone..but inside your not..you still will always make my days go by faster..my heart will always beat faster when I hear your name..I dont want to think your gone..but its the best thing for me and I as of right now..watching you love her..hurts for so long..but then she deserves you so much more..I wanted you for christmas but she got you instead..don't worry about me I will be fine with out you..It's just going to be so different..knowing you like her not me..I just wish you could read this and know how I feel about you..I was so hard to tell you that im done with you when im not wanting to be..but thats the way its going to be.
Marry Christmas..
(The one thing I wanted the most I didnt get)
Marry Christmas..
(The one thing I wanted the most I didnt get)