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[xbritty_brittx]

Apart of me

A piece of me died the day I
knew nothing was ever going
to be between us.
There had been once but
that was now gone.
As time passed I want to say that
I moved on but you will always
have apart of me.
Which is the part that I feel like I need
to be happy.
I try to feel the same way I did with you.
But it doesn't work.
I didn't even really have you .
Knowing a part of you also wanted
me is close enough.
I wish we could have stayed like that.
Liking each other in secret.
But knowing the other person knows.
That was fun while it lasted.
But it's over now.
And look where you have left me.
I'm almost to afraid to have feelings
for anyone else.
I want to...but I just can't.
That part of me is gone now.
I'm afraid of getting hurt again.
Can you blame me?
Can I blame myself?
Or do I blame you?
Everything happens for a reason.
And usually that reason turns out
to be for the greater good.
But nothing good came out of this.
And I'm sick of waiting.
I want this to be over.
But it wont go away.
It's always in front of us.
It'll always be there.
An unfinished part of both of us.