Cassandra Geminni VII
Work sucks. I filled the most unnessecary position on Wednesday. Why did they need four people at ONE pos t checking to see if people had the right badge to park in VIP??? They most definitely did not need all of us. My lead's name was Shorty. As if you can't tell by the name already, she was awesome. I hope I get her on Sunday. Hardly anyone even came. It's suppose to be packed on Sunday though so hopefully I will be doing something. It was hot too and I have a terrible sunburn.
I have decided to boycot make up. It's working out pretty well so far. I can actually rub my eyes and not look like a racoon afterwards. I'm sure others around me don't like it (Ethan) but I don't really care. It's all about feeling good.
I am pretty busy until school starts. It's awesome. I hate being bored. I get bored easily...
Karaoke was a hit at the hospital. It was cool to see all those brave kids get up there and sing. I am not even sick and I wouldn't do it.
You know what? I don't do what I want in life. I honestly don't. It's not up to me what I do...ever. I do what's more convenient for other people. I never do what I want to. I mean, I'm not saying I hate my life and don't like anything I do, but I never really choose it. It's weird to think about. I'm sure a lot of people are the same way. I never go out of m y way and ask for something that I want. It has sort of been bothering me today. I don't know, maybe I'm just weird.
The Mars Volta is the best band ever. They are amazing.
I looked into the art work for their latest album today (Amputechture) and found out that the artwork for their album is actually a piece by Jeff Jordan. He's a wonderful artist. I could stare at his paintings all day. No joke. A lot of his artwork has naked women in it. It's all good though.
I'm going to see Rush in exactly one week! I am stoaked.
I miss something right now and I can n ot really put my finger on it. I mean, I can, but I shouldn't. There's something about forbiden that I like so much. I just want to rebel against everyone and everything right now. I want to reinvent who I am and change my name .
I'm going insane and I don't want anyone to interfere.
I'm living each day like it was my last.
Goals:
1. Get the solo
2. Be healthier
3. Be free
4. Don't be afraid of the future
Go to the rumage(sp?) sale tomorrow morning at HHS! 5-11 AM in front of the music building!
I have decided to boycot make up. It's working out pretty well so far. I can actually rub my eyes and not look like a racoon afterwards. I'm sure others around me don't like it (Ethan) but I don't really care. It's all about feeling good.
I am pretty busy until school starts. It's awesome. I hate being bored. I get bored easily...
Karaoke was a hit at the hospital. It was cool to see all those brave kids get up there and sing. I am not even sick and I wouldn't do it.
You know what? I don't do what I want in life. I honestly don't. It's not up to me what I do...ever. I do what's more convenient for other people. I never do what I want to. I mean, I'm not saying I hate my life and don't like anything I do, but I never really choose it. It's weird to think about. I'm sure a lot of people are the same way. I never go out of m y way and ask for something that I want. It has sort of been bothering me today. I don't know, maybe I'm just weird.
The Mars Volta is the best band ever. They are amazing.
I looked into the art work for their latest album today (Amputechture) and found out that the artwork for their album is actually a piece by Jeff Jordan. He's a wonderful artist. I could stare at his paintings all day. No joke. A lot of his artwork has naked women in it. It's all good though.
I'm going to see Rush in exactly one week! I am stoaked.
I miss something right now and I can n ot really put my finger on it. I mean, I can, but I shouldn't. There's something about forbiden that I like so much. I just want to rebel against everyone and everything right now. I want to reinvent who I am and change my name .
I'm going insane and I don't want anyone to interfere.
I'm living each day like it was my last.
Goals:
1. Get the solo
2. Be healthier
3. Be free
4. Don't be afraid of the future
Go to the rumage(sp?) sale tomorrow morning at HHS! 5-11 AM in front of the music building!