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Jul 16, 2007 21:57

It's amazing how much your life can change in two short weeks. I don't even know where to begin. Everytime I think about how much fun NAU is, I don't want to try out for Academy. I am almost positive I will not make Academy, so I will be going to NAU again next summer. I am going to be a SAC! Yay! I met a lot of great people this year and got to be better friends with people I've known for a long time.
When we had a day off, I went into down town Flagstaff. It was quite interesting. Most of the shops sell the same hippie stuff but charge different prices. My favorite shops were Anima's, Sacred Rites and Crystal Magic. That was a really fun day. Carmen and I split off from everyone and went all around town, rather than just San Fransico street like the rest of our friends. We went to this beautiful Catholic church. The inside was pretty. We also went to the court house and saw an Orpheum theatre.
Coming home sucked. Everything is the same, but worse. This whole job thing is not working out... AT ALL. And my parents are pushing me because they know how expensive Academy is. Even if I don't think I will make it, I need to have the financial backing just incase. I think I am going to apply to some place in the Safeway plaza because it's walking distance. The worst part about getting a job is that every pay check I get will go straight to my parents....25% will go to savings for taxes and the rest will go to my parents. So it won't be fun. I won't get to plan out what I'll do with my makings.
I'm starting to feel lost again. I don't have a nitch. I don't belong anywhere right now, and I don't even. I deleted my MySpace, so if you need to get a hold of me, email me or call me or text me. I just want school to start. Give me the formula that I am used to. Give me the routine I hate but strive for.
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