you mean the world too me & you dont even know it yet..
Searching for a destiny thats mine
Theres another place, another time
Touching many hearts along the way yeah
Hoping that I'll never have to say
[[ Boy I love you but I gotta let you go]]
I have been having alot on my mind latley, there is so much. I just sit here sometimes and wonder why everything can't go back to when it was always fun nothing to worry about, nothing at all. but I guess it will never be that way again. I really have enjoyed part of this year though but then some of it sucks bad. I love how I have gotten close with alot of people, Kellie,Teaon<3,Justine,Sarah,Amber & Arielle though. that is a really good part but then I have also came far apart from people Kheion,jamar,deandre,kaitlin. But I just dont get it I want everything to go back to normal. yeah Im complaining ahah but this is my journal I can do as I please. School this year sucks bad, I have barley even went, and I want to do soo much better next year. But one thing good that has happend to me Is Teaon, I love him alot. I know everyone thinks you cant be in love, I honestley love him. Or maybe its liking alot but I like him soooo much it's unreal. I have been changin my ways, I have grown to like alot of differnt stuff, destinys child <3 is my newww fav thing ever. but yeah things may start looking up.
Jerrell & Jamar this is for you boys. ALRIGHT you guys are always there for everyone so kind hearted and I love you sooo much. you two mean alot to me and I never want to change it for the world thank you for everything. <3 I LOVE YOU JERRELLY AND JAMAREYY!!
Teaon_ To you I could say soo much. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, You give me hope to go on everyday. You are there for me no matter, what. all through the night & the day. we click, we are meant for eachother. I to be honest didnt think I would ever end up liking you this much, but you have became so much more to me than a friend. I love the fact that everyday I get to talk to you! It makes me so extremley happy :) We have been through alot with the hole Ashley thing but what does it tell you, we were meant for eachother. Because we are still the ones talking. I love you sooo much, she doesnt even know what you mean to me. and she probley will never even know, she said she was in love with you. No way that was not love, not at all. I want to thank you for always being there through everything & I love you sooo muchhhhhh <3
* that was just to get everything out, I mean come on it's what a journal is for.
Why dont you just admit it
Cause I dont need your graditude
And dont you try to hide it
Just tell me the truth
I cant go on this way looking for something that isnt there
Should I be on my way
Because I need a reason for this mess
Tell me if you dont love me anymore
Just tell me, if you dont care bout me anymore
Just tell me, if you dont want it,just tell me[tell me]
//destiny's child ahhhh i love them soo much//
I'll never give up..
I'm going to keep up, just for you Jamar.
ahah I love you!
Theres another place, another time
Touching many hearts along the way yeah
Hoping that I'll never have to say
[[ Boy I love you but I gotta let you go]]
I have been having alot on my mind latley, there is so much. I just sit here sometimes and wonder why everything can't go back to when it was always fun nothing to worry about, nothing at all. but I guess it will never be that way again. I really have enjoyed part of this year though but then some of it sucks bad. I love how I have gotten close with alot of people, Kellie,Teaon<3,Justine,Sarah,Amber & Arielle though. that is a really good part but then I have also came far apart from people Kheion,jamar,deandre,kaitlin. But I just dont get it I want everything to go back to normal. yeah Im complaining ahah but this is my journal I can do as I please. School this year sucks bad, I have barley even went, and I want to do soo much better next year. But one thing good that has happend to me Is Teaon, I love him alot. I know everyone thinks you cant be in love, I honestley love him. Or maybe its liking alot but I like him soooo much it's unreal. I have been changin my ways, I have grown to like alot of differnt stuff, destinys child <3 is my newww fav thing ever. but yeah things may start looking up.
Jerrell & Jamar this is for you boys. ALRIGHT you guys are always there for everyone so kind hearted and I love you sooo much. you two mean alot to me and I never want to change it for the world thank you for everything. <3 I LOVE YOU JERRELLY AND JAMAREYY!!
Teaon_ To you I could say soo much. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, You give me hope to go on everyday. You are there for me no matter, what. all through the night & the day. we click, we are meant for eachother. I to be honest didnt think I would ever end up liking you this much, but you have became so much more to me than a friend. I love the fact that everyday I get to talk to you! It makes me so extremley happy :) We have been through alot with the hole Ashley thing but what does it tell you, we were meant for eachother. Because we are still the ones talking. I love you sooo much, she doesnt even know what you mean to me. and she probley will never even know, she said she was in love with you. No way that was not love, not at all. I want to thank you for always being there through everything & I love you sooo muchhhhhh <3
* that was just to get everything out, I mean come on it's what a journal is for.
Why dont you just admit it
Cause I dont need your graditude
And dont you try to hide it
Just tell me the truth
I cant go on this way looking for something that isnt there
Should I be on my way
Because I need a reason for this mess
Tell me if you dont love me anymore
Just tell me, if you dont care bout me anymore
Just tell me, if you dont want it,just tell me[tell me]
//destiny's child ahhhh i love them soo much//
I'll never give up..
I'm going to keep up, just for you Jamar.
ahah I love you!