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Hey guys, this weekend went by so fast. It was a good one, just a really bad week before that. seriously, im bipolar anger queen. im so mad at everything all the time. and i flip out for no reason. i guess since im not being sad anymore, im mad. like give and take kind of thing. who knows, im just working on it. im really trying to be a different person its just so hard. its easy when things are good, but when theyre bad, its hard to deal with it, and act normally...instead of like a crazy person. ive had many suggestions, meds, therapy, but ive been there, done that. im just gonna do it myself. i feel so bad i was sooo mean to jared friday. but i think were better now than we were before...which is good. other than that, cee was here with me all weekend. which was muy bueno. i had to work the games sat night, which was actually fun. but i was just really tired bc i had to stand out there for 7 hours. but i loved being able to watch all the football, i <3 it! my mom has to go out of town for work today :( im so sad! im gonna miss my mama. oh well she comes back in a few days. k well im gonna go i gotta spend some time with cee before she leaves and my mom too, then i gotta study for a lab practicum monday in anatomy soo i'll update sometime next week. <3 taylor