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Why do I worry so much? Why am I so paranoid? Why do I go looking for things that I know will only make me upset if I find them? Why can't I just trust completely? A part of me feels like I know why, but then there's another part of me who still just doesn't understand.
And why, now, after so long, does he need her in his life again? Why does he have to make things so much more difficult for me; make me so much more worried and afraid of losing him? She is from his past, so why can't he just leave her there? Why? She had her chance, years ago...she let him go over and over again and that was her loss. And now it's my turn. Why does she have to come into the picture again and make things so complicated for me?
I really don't need this.
And why, now, after so long, does he need her in his life again? Why does he have to make things so much more difficult for me; make me so much more worried and afraid of losing him? She is from his past, so why can't he just leave her there? Why? She had her chance, years ago...she let him go over and over again and that was her loss. And now it's my turn. Why does she have to come into the picture again and make things so complicated for me?
I really don't need this.