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I just said bye to my roommate and that was harder than expected.
I've been sitting on my bed for a little bit now just staring out the window. This whole experience has been so surreal and while I haven't exactly felt like I've been living life, I'm leaving a huge part of my life behind. And it does feel good. As crazy as everything feels right now I'm diving in head first to a world of change and it's going to be beautiful. I've forgotten what it's like to feel more than just content and I'm so anxious to get back to life and love and happiness.
I cried as I walked away from the photo building this morning. I cried as I watched my roommate, who I complained about for 9 months, walk out the door and down the hall. I'm sure I'll cry as I take my last walk to the train and head to the airport.
This life and this journey is so odd and so strange and so fucking beautiful. I don't know how I got here and I don't know how I'm going to get to where I'm going but, I'll get there. I know I will.
Change isn't all good and it isn't all bad it's just...different.
The warm Florida sunshine will be shining on my face tomorrow and I'll have a pina colada in my hand and the love of my life by my side. What could be more perfect than that?
I'm going for a walk.
I've been sitting on my bed for a little bit now just staring out the window. This whole experience has been so surreal and while I haven't exactly felt like I've been living life, I'm leaving a huge part of my life behind. And it does feel good. As crazy as everything feels right now I'm diving in head first to a world of change and it's going to be beautiful. I've forgotten what it's like to feel more than just content and I'm so anxious to get back to life and love and happiness.
I cried as I walked away from the photo building this morning. I cried as I watched my roommate, who I complained about for 9 months, walk out the door and down the hall. I'm sure I'll cry as I take my last walk to the train and head to the airport.
This life and this journey is so odd and so strange and so fucking beautiful. I don't know how I got here and I don't know how I'm going to get to where I'm going but, I'll get there. I know I will.
Change isn't all good and it isn't all bad it's just...different.
The warm Florida sunshine will be shining on my face tomorrow and I'll have a pina colada in my hand and the love of my life by my side. What could be more perfect than that?
I'm going for a walk.