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I’m wondering if it’s possible to accidentally detach yourself from every emotion we’re capable of feeling. If it is, I’m almost there. It sounds much more dramatic than it really is and we all do it but, I subconsciously found that it’s easier to go through life if I just don’t care. Probably not the healthiest of realizations huh?
I openly admitted this to two of my favorite people and it’s wonderful to be assured that I have people behind me while I try and find myself once again.
I feel like I have to go back through the past year of my life and apologize to everyone I’ve pushed away and tell the people that were right, I was wrong.
I smashed a camera
I want to know why
To my eye deciding
Which lies have I been hiding
Which echoes belong
I'm counting on
A heart I know by heart
To walk me through this war
Memories distort
Phone my family tell them I'm lost on the sidewalk
I openly admitted this to two of my favorite people and it’s wonderful to be assured that I have people behind me while I try and find myself once again.
I feel like I have to go back through the past year of my life and apologize to everyone I’ve pushed away and tell the people that were right, I was wrong.
I smashed a camera
I want to know why
To my eye deciding
Which lies have I been hiding
Which echoes belong
I'm counting on
A heart I know by heart
To walk me through this war
Memories distort
Phone my family tell them I'm lost on the sidewalk