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why do we say, do, think and feel things we can't explain? if we can't explain them then how do we know it's really happening? i never really understood how within a conversation about feeling a certain way and you find yourself saying "i don't know, i can't really explain it." BUT, the person you're talking to says "Yeah man, I know what you mean." How the fuck do you know what i mean when I don't even know what i mean? How can you understand something I'm trying to explain to you when I don't even understand how to excute the feeling in a way that makes it understandable?
if we are feeling an unexplainable feeling, how do we know we're really feeling anything at all?
I ask this because I find myself doing and feeling things I can't explain so often and it makes me wonder. If i can't explain it, is it really there? If i have no arguement for why i feel a certain way or why i do a certian thing...how can i prove to someone that it's really happening? That's all we do as humans. Try to prove ourselves to people. Whether it's, proving that we have enough money to buy a fancy car or proving that we have the intellect to debate our polilitcal and/or religious beliefs or proving that we indeed exist in this world or proving if we're really worth it to someone.
What's a life worth living if all you do is try and prove yourself? Are we that insecure and melofuckingdramatic that we have to prove ourselves to everyone and everything? Don't you realize that once you begin the act of trying to prove yourself to someone you lose every ounce of validity you ever accumulated in your sad proof-dependent life because everyone realizes you're fake and not worth their time?
i like to say the word fuck because sometimes it's good to feel melodramatic.
really, i'm not bitter. but, don't try and prove yourself to me. get some confidence and we'll get along great.
by the way, mockery isn't the greatest form of flattery. or however that saying goes. mockery is the greatest form of annoyance.
pe@ce.
if we are feeling an unexplainable feeling, how do we know we're really feeling anything at all?
I ask this because I find myself doing and feeling things I can't explain so often and it makes me wonder. If i can't explain it, is it really there? If i have no arguement for why i feel a certain way or why i do a certian thing...how can i prove to someone that it's really happening? That's all we do as humans. Try to prove ourselves to people. Whether it's, proving that we have enough money to buy a fancy car or proving that we have the intellect to debate our polilitcal and/or religious beliefs or proving that we indeed exist in this world or proving if we're really worth it to someone.
What's a life worth living if all you do is try and prove yourself? Are we that insecure and melofuckingdramatic that we have to prove ourselves to everyone and everything? Don't you realize that once you begin the act of trying to prove yourself to someone you lose every ounce of validity you ever accumulated in your sad proof-dependent life because everyone realizes you're fake and not worth their time?
i like to say the word fuck because sometimes it's good to feel melodramatic.
really, i'm not bitter. but, don't try and prove yourself to me. get some confidence and we'll get along great.
by the way, mockery isn't the greatest form of flattery. or however that saying goes. mockery is the greatest form of annoyance.
pe@ce.